If love was Strange
a ye
vators d
happy about it. There are signs on the elevators saying they're not working, and the
have to climb to get to my temporary office in t
Laura catches up with me. She says, "I'll get it," and lets me go in first. "You
were taking for
as she walks ahead while I'm still struggling wit
have a kettle
ays, "The barist
saying the same thing since
I don't know how many times I stopped to drop the box and catch my breath, but Laura see
and we've never really been able to separate since. Nearly
inally settling the box on her desk. I have my own space, the small
nd busy roads. I stare at
e coming to
om Great Ormond Street Hospital to come speak about the case.
er a year until you joined the team. It's been a blessing to h
ad been the same. I wanted more. I wanted to make a difference. Laura told me there was a position opening up for a clinical scientist w
of scenery and the workload caught me off guard. Bu
es to discuss possible trials for her illness, or to at least find a diag
she says, staring at her watc
ong, deep breath. No, I'm
d can see rig
them all being older, or that they have more experience. You fight for what you believe in and don't allow anyone to talk down to you b
e. "I und
w it down, reminding myself of that beautiful
o do thi
es it can be daunting and nerve-wracking, especially w
struggle not to screw my eyes shut. Ceiling-to-floor windo
always rains in Scotland. Even in
rk covering nearly every inch of the wood. Assistan
at us as we t
areas walk in, sitting across from us, beside them,
ll dressed, and look conf
you
and open to the front page. One of the young lads lifts his he
a stops her words as soon as the d
ters in powerful strides that make my spine tingle. To say I
d in a meeting like this and fought for this child's life. Maybe this meeting will
y," I announce, painting a
nts that are here in the hospital, how their treatment has impa
ss the main doctor at the top of the table, Doctor Logan. He wants to say a
e done here." I remain passive, waiting for the blow to land like I've been expecting. He tells the room of my work, and my achievements in such a short
t,
the patient to travel here? It would seem unnecessary if she were to come all the way from Scotland, only to be told that the tr
Friday. I've had a specialist from China look into h
k she is c
replies, his ey
air, crossing my le
hifts b