Tainted by the Badboy

close your eyes forever so as not to wake up to the

ng of being hurt too much by

g loved by someone you didn't expect to

t like loving some

e but you think that no matter what you d

e will feel if they are lovin

first day, I was the one who fell fi

should have. Eversince me being with him gave me b

m to me, An addicti

rown eyes, that is looking ag dir

oused hands touching me places

scent that engulfing m

strong body, keeping m

to his lips, th

mporary happiness in a world that gave you nothing but bitterness. That

thing, and i cannot

e is

t addicted to other things that money can buy

so scared when you suddenly lose the one

addiction that other people have,

go crazy to do things I am not aware that I can do. He can make me go euphoric and makes me want to have

the tranc

love wi

ddiction, when it becomes to muc

used to be my old room when I stayed here under Aunt Adel's care so that my

ove Aunt Adel. So much

n Mom took me here for vacation or when her

life is over, like I can't breathe and my tears don't stop falling every time I took a

am here, and

depends on me. She's shaking, her cries is painf

This isn't your fault. It was all me." But offcourse

in New york i

g we had in New Yo

eyes, looking at mine. His bloo

have stay

let me. They w

rs ago, and Mom wa

ops on the roof of my room

vine

nd it was only one secon

hree am. I walked towards the window. This is room is my favorite place, because when you lo

s the rain, dark ski

el the same way I am

I catch a silhoutte o

m to be here. He was no

m, he runs closer to my bedroom

on it nonchalantly pleading me to open it with a

hing him, I froze. I didn't even know what he's ca

I need to talk to you!" He screams along with

go straight to me and hugs me w

me, she is also wondering why Ino Davenport is outside

. Still frozen, my ha

w that I am scared

nd I heard her talking to s

see a red and blue lights outside my window but Ino didn't even

s the police officers gra

the state decided when I decide to file a r

s lungs is what made me even more con

I stay away

ll the way here

look on his face means

enji Rivers when he is t