Nightmare Of My Dreams

name was telling me in broad daylight that he wanted

ou attractive enough to fuck you , I'll give you a hu

so used to this . I wanted to slap h

huck

ed the money , considering the

t that he was so hot wasn

car is w

e life . I slapped him . The lazy look didn't leave his face and he didn't

hell ar

e was not normal , it was going t

d to know my name

the h

e most sexiest gaze ever . I felt shivers run d

a whore

u be my

e same time . Is he even human ? , how co

whore,

h just that touch and i wanted to leap at him . His breathe fanned my neck and for a moment i thought he

him do something I would have instantly regrette

it was like he was singing me a love poem. Why in the

azy " I said and ran hom

uttered a lazy thank you over the phone. I thought about the rich model and I couldn't help but conclude that he had quite an effect on me . I wondered who he was and what he reall

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briel the n

y and am

eamed and hung up. I tried callin

rghh

lready complicated enough so why does human beings have to be hard in a hyst

ish

about me because of lack of empathy and consideration. I sometimes told Lucian that it was mostly because of how I grew up , watching my mum live her life with cancer , watching her eat and drink from tubes and watching the situation break my dad into tiny and tinier pieces until it finally broke his life down. I remember asking dad why he didn't leave and he alwa

I met

r mum and took care of her for the whole of five years . All those years, I hadn't felt any drop of sadness or hurt, instead I felt disgusted at my dad . When mum later died , I felt angry that she had to make dad go through what he went through. Richie made me understand that some feelings were beyond your

hs . I loved her . She was less judgemental and

that

ecent contact on Richie's contact dial. I had answered the

h, I

one you know just fell off a bridge i

uld feel my eyes tearing up but I tried holding back . It could be a prank or a fake news. It couldn't ju

asn't really a shocking thing in New York. I ha

e was