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patients they're going to be fine when things were actually complicated was the hardest have

d book, taking note of every detail from one patient to the order with doctor Dav

how to triumph

sculine scent, he smells like sweet. His body structure was

professional at what he does. Even at the most complicated surgery he still has

if it was hea

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why? Because I turned him down. I wasn't going to be his sex toy like most female nurses.

ority to them than being the best at what they do. T

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ve of my life. I have known him since college, he traveled on a business trip and j

is th

I refused. I hated football, I saw it as a waste of time and money for those who did bet.

oved me from the very first day he introduced me to them. He wasn't the best of the

tionship. I kept doing the wrong thing. I did

nciple. I stood by the doorstep looking amazing for the one man I have ever loved and would for

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word I had expected

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ad in novels and

asked, my cheeks bu

expected. I looked him straight in the eye, my

his eyes. not again.

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you into

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times and Lawrence doesn't appr

girlfriend appearing a

just five

then at me wondering

rther or else I would have to send text messages, v

n the background. He had taken me to the finest resta

e attention than my clothes already had.

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after the

ighten up my face. I know how ugly i

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her, shutting it up. I

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securities, fear and blood. It would test like a soar wine perhaps. My eyes became like an x-ray.

t hurt

winking in pain. Holdi

pale as he gas