Glimpse of Yesterday

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referring to

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and then opened it afterwards. Dro

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would laugh with

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never drool

en without sun, it managed to give off a very peaceful ambiance were birds from above were humming a song, enjoying their

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at coincidence that the song yo

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man's heart, it's nostalgia I guess or something lik

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a boy?" My suspiciousness

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it earlier?" He

basically for women so how come you knew

it! And... I-I was right!"

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bite from the chocolate a

ly the howl of the wind with the bird's chirp are t

our guitar with you?"

... I've had never played it

as the

person who gave me th

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meone? And

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once again: the gallon of water, the excruciating sobs, the painful f

suffer and I did. I can't get enough sleep; my eyes would always feel sore very morning and

u, Ms. Oh shit."

yes were locked, reminiscing a

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serves me as well as I don't deserve anybody.

that no one." His

ly unlocked, shocked

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money so I can buy my own

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least attend my afternoon class. I cut cl

just to be in here?

his accident won't happen again, Ms. Oh shit. See you." He t

make any move, staring only

as hard as I could because of the emotions I was

kind of fee

that a couple of times before d

went to the convenience to eat and the

t. I'm currently carrying my guitar with me, planning to sing a

b of the hospital room, I paused when I

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Are you sure you didn't have any debt wit

e happy that our daughter is finally getting

ng! Goodness! You're to

bed the door knob not to see those 2 peo

ly rose from lying on t

ood, glaring at me as if I'm an outc

form and her hair was messed up. He also has this hid

led at her, not mi

t." It

here for my sister so you have no right to kick me out of t

temple as if she was s

father. You should be at sc

ease." It was my siste

n even hurt you, Ale

ve always hurt me subconsciously. Your hands are used to it as well as I am

ia!" H

ven though I was mentally preparing my

come back! You should've lived

om

e is fucking displeasing just like your

going to stay here w

at sin for stealing the money that was supposed to be f

l would proudly spend that whore's money?! Pro

gratefu

th my life full of shits and pes

shits and pests?!" She a

great slap, but this time,

shouted with

ftly grabbed the gun from his

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covered her mou

ia. Just get out of this fucki

s just by looking at my

h her..." I said in a small

Mom shouted in a

happiness and you're depriving it off of me. Am I that unworthy t

s mouth on my forehead, I swallowed the huge lump and did my very best

Please

out of this room but you're s

just want to spend time with her while she's healing

isten to dad! He'll kil

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ia! Get out!" M

! All I wish was to sing her a song! But you two are selfish! Why can't I be with her?! W

e guitar from my back using one of his han

d while looking

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I can't. I covered my mouth to stifle my sobs when he point

ar that was my only re

stop..."

shooting at it as if he was transfe

guitar did

en my feet already gave up. I kept on sobbi

ear, sadness, and hatred, I managed to g

uitar means to me!" I shouted w

th his eyes being drowned in rag

his to you just like how I shot your p

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bended her knees in front o

was just staring at nothi

st in such a one of a hell great sleep. Go ahead, shoot me. And forev

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