My First Love Cold Hearted

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I was holding on to the cold wall of the elevator just to get m

m with can hear me inside this elevator or maybe he didn't even h

lmost deaf. My heartbeat is not normal any

oved but I didn't pay

ask. His voice was cold. A few moments later someone

power immediately. I have

nside the elevator, Si

e paused and cleared his throat. "

beautif

minute. We're going to f

we ate in silence for a f

sure if he was worried about me. Because

nymore because that's what I really feel "Calm down..." his voice said softly. I grabb

ing a hard time..." I said with a sob. My fear is consuming me too

come close to you?" he asked and

" I sta

cat?" he sudd

asked him innocently and I heard him chuckle soft

closer?" he asked again. Wh

ecause of my nyctophobia. That's why I'm really

His presence only made me more nervous. My heart s

have yours?" he asked and I wondered if I had my phone with me

got too," I j

touch

in surprise because

nything that you might b

t said. I don't feel that he will

ft cheek. My lips parted in shock because it seemed like

touch," he said and I just heard the nois

it to my cheek and I closed my eyes when I felt its s

as even startled when he touched my ri

id of the dark?"

ruth about why I'm afraid of the dark. I don't care if he's

nce but my heart beat differently. The hair on m

t normal but I feel safe because I have someone with me

ve you ever h

ve been carrying it for a long time, it's

ing to lose if you try." I thin

he surroundings lit up. I guess the light came back on and that's when I

e cold wall. The little cat was in my arms and

rby. It's really perfect. Her nose is rea

eyes met. It seemed like I was going to melt with the way he was staring. I was still fighting

en he released it. I don't know why if I feel like... Uhm... I don't want to

ded his hand. I accepted that because he just helped me stan

t fell into his chest. Fortunate

again. He didn't take it first because he took off his American c

placed it on my shoulder.

ed gently. When he took the cat from me, his finger stuck

ing my body. He came out first and I stayed inside

out. I looked at the contents of my slin

id that I'm not sure if I brought it. Eh, I di

d by a text message from my Mommy. He really did nothi

t and when he saw me walking,

olled my eyes and it didn't escape his e

ck coat I was wearing. Does

er cheek. "I'm doing fine, Mo

n't I even know? Did your daddy find out about that before or did your aunt hide it from me again?"

you're going to ask me, huh Mommy?" I asked him coldly. Sh

ovy. Is your aunt that proud o

e, you and Dad left me when I was young. You bastards," I said angrily and because he was the same, he to

ne saw us but I d

rested in me and his eyes are really sharp. If it was possib

Mommy. I fvcking need that and you've only been my mother for three years. If I could just

ck here!" he

," I said to the

ir complexion better. Aunt Mommy prepared this for me because she knew that I didn't really prepar

s here. I'm not bitter, because I'm just annoyed with my daddy. They and Mommy. Until now, I still blame the

t and I even cursed in front of her but I didn't even feel guilty. Because I don't really

hen I saw Devi holding the coat of the man I met

ind him, but I can't find him anymore. I don't know if I'm just i

lose the smell of her perfume. I'm curious what bra

shouted to my cousin an

omething from me and Mommy, your boyfriend? Why don't you introduce us to our M

d that when my nyctophobia hit me, he was ther

red?! Gosh! You don't even know him!" he ye

ough to help me, wasn't he!" I als

ort you t

d the call on your phone!" I threatened him and he snorted. Because his reason was that we we

know who and why was there at that time.

rrible at

oth startled when Aunt Mommy suddenly appeared and I immediately hid the coat

she's never really aged. That's why many men still fan her. He just ignored them, even

brow at us and shook his head at the end "Let's go. Your daddy's party is

tell me who really owns tha

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