Dear step brother

my

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ped my hands to my face as a sign of rel

o "survive" and not "live" fo

k club meetings with my best friend and I also have to put up with his nasty b

ve access to so many cool things, like the study, the pool, the alcohol room- for one, I haven't tasted alcohol in

nd sees me in a white dress with my hair packed up and he comes to me from be

to come off that car. "Oh my." Was the

ury of my car because you wouldn't anymore. Get down!" He yelled and I cou

sed again, I got down and he barely waited

round or his license would have been seiz

to live with "

nd continued the walk, it

had predicted, no one

ked outside, he had g

m the one I saw yesterday. I just keep wo

ste

st wish everything else was in

an you can't be, you're brilliant and

again. But did I j

rilliance!! Omg, thi

ything, I couldn't stand his st

re me like I was s

l pounding from the shock of Adrian's

gaze on me, and I tried to push the

is actions, and I had no

ck to Adrian. I couldn't shake the feeling that

rt, but I couldn't help but hope that he wa

couldn't get

d always been - the same person who had swo

d I turned to see Adrian standing in

he intensity of his gaze, and I

ther of us daring to break the silence. Then, Adrian t

he asked, his vo

I said stuttering and just like the devil he

at words. Then I looked blankly into his eyes, h

effect he was having on me. I stared

trying to mess with my head? Or was there som

"That's adorable. If you think I'm nice, you haven't been paying attent

e gut. He was just playing with me

playing with my emotions, enjoying the way h

bout to twist the

nacks? I'm hungry." He said

or one day. I just took t

do so yourself and stop making my li

en crying isn't the dream

or behind me. Tears streamed down my face as I slum

rting to see me as more than just an anno

him, a source of entertainment to

he pain and disappointment. I felt so stupid for letti

ing such a cruel, m

And most of all, angry at the universe for

and instead I was stuck i

ike hours, my thoughts swir

d my best fr

ring

how's the beast?" Ollie as

es and shot her my "do

ook like you just had a nightmare or some

everything that's happened, I think I'

C'mon what could have gone wron

to do? Well, after I got home today, I was startled by him and

someone staring at me. And then I heard Adrian's voice. It sounded like he was tau

face. I felt my temper flare, and before I knew it, I was shouting at him. Th

go through that. Are you going to tell your mo

orse for myself? H

l them? They can help make things be

t off, and my stepdad would be on her side like always. Y

parents. They should be there for you. You shoul

hat she was right,

just make my life even worse. I don't like his a

hange. And even if he doesn't, you deserve to feel safe and comfortable in your own hom

d tried to find the words to

o hard. I feel like I'll be letting Adrian down by telling them th

n't want my stepdad to

Adrian is an asshole." She said

settled within

an adventure with your prince charming this a

I asked, really i

uring lunch." She said and

u tell me now huh?"

I was f

my phone, I'll chat you up later." And with tha

at just

o need a long bath b

a long shower. It felt so good to just l

I put on my pajamas and heade

ng room, I saw something th

at the dining table. And then

l turned to

s careful of the way the w

ng now?" My step dad asked, an

of Adrian treating me like a piece of shit. B

room, tired I presumed so I didn't want

h that I shot a