Losting my feelings

a Abue

side of the road, just a few weeks after my mother k

is a large amount so that they can move there to Rizal. But I can'

all of your salary from me.." I nodded to my female boss, she is

he last smile I saw before they completel

and it was already very hot. Add to that the un

to again, On the other side there was the newly opened supe

n eyebrows looked up, she stroked my b

r re

t have a

answer right away because I didn't finish high school. I w

my head.

ght age yet.." I looked down, I'm only fifteen and tomorrow I'll

was fourteen I stopped studying because my

my way out, took the hot road

y day was unlucky, I was not hired because like

market where I bought ice buko, the man smi

there every morning. We have made him a customer at pandesal, b

or a job?" I put d

I wi

g, just in case.

ly, w

for a salesperson.." he easily got my interest,

boss said that the food is free but the salary is only

a girl, that same day I started

fte

young, aren't

ead. "No, I

his soft gaze on me c

ge as you, he will graduate

was no chance for me to get into it. Besides, I'm more focused on wor

h dad's diabet

ther's voice, I nodded. It's been a week since I got a job, and eve

ere because the food

ere!" I held my breath, I wanted to scold him for gambli

out again just because of that. And then I have

r job, go t

s rolled. "I

Look abby, your daughter of Juliana, the sala

r, I don't

earn a lot, a thousand is not enough

ned away from me while the tear

ving the room, I came closer so that it would not be

our barong baro house seems like it's going to fall down because it's been t

t on the wooden chair a

u asking for

for me, I'm sorry beca

think about that. This is re

very kind, Natasha. Forgive your

till upset even though I said that, I was d

st like what you used to do with this family,

stop,

er. So let's go to sl

e rooms. In one, the mother and father were together, in the

ned the fan and I put the mosquito

, but I have a bad feeling

ront of the house. The breakfast that

eeked through the window and I was surpr

was watching from the side of the kitchen, a wo

make you somet

passing by here to get wh

e turned to me. He walked smiling at me b

s, already

eyes widened as she presse

d of mine, dahlia. Y

money last night so we

idn't listen, instead she herself pul

, Natasha! You will

don't wan

come and work there!" mother turned me away, even when I wanted t

anything but

ng, are they just like that with m

o accepted mother when she and father were together. I just c

e door I heard the voice of the ruler her

e girl next to me answered, I noticed that t

t in the club

n said that he would break because

n's voice protested, but I remained averted

, if she can't give anything th

stood up and immediatel

rother.." he raise

from you!" My lips trembled from the uncontrollabl

o ah

ercentage, you won't dance, you'll just

e shiver in my chest

thing but dress in the c

nd classmate

silent while watching him tie my hair. "The wages are high here, Natasha. Magni

monster, he is handsome for

the most important thing in people's li

ike money, you should

terr

personality. I don't like it but I have no choice. I don't know how

oung man sitting at the e

c playing around. Add to that the fiddl

he costumer I was going to, and when I sa

I saw when i

a jacket that I

he, Nic

o

d to me and Mrs. Dahlia called me aga

es

VIP room, don

f there. And before we completely wa

met again and even