The Bitter Ends Of Love

tood up to leave, and I said a goodnight greeting “goodnight chole” but before I could take a step, chole dragged me towar

ead she spoke “IT IS JUST ONCE, I REALLY WANT TO HOLD YOU FOR A WHILE.” My refrain shattered and I hugged her back gi

into our different hospital rooms, and

flashback of yesterday’s event played repeatedly in my head, how we

the hospital, I knocked repeatedly at her door but no one answered, I walked into her hospital room b

getting restless. “Celine” the doctor said, with a serious face “your chole” he tried to say more but got choked up, I gave the doctor a puzzled look. “What about chole?” He lowered his head and I knew he was finding the right words to use, but I’m not a child, I could take it, jus

er me now, your suspense might kill me before this news I blunted out. He held

ow, and my attempt to stifle the rising tide of emotions proved futile. Uncontrollable tears streamed down my face, cascadin

gasping for air between fi

my emotions. In the midst of my despair, tears erupted like a thunderstorm, drenching my cheeks and leaving me gasping for breath, each drop carrying

and the memories. Just yesterday, we made a promise to survive together, why was she t

I mouthed out. she died, she left me alone to survive this world, she left me to fight alone, she asked me not to die but she did, how could she?

re so why? I let myself drown in the sadness that was created in my heart, I cr

point where you no longer care if there is a light at the end of the tunnel or not, you becom

ing to let it out, but no tears came out, so I just stared bl

eels like someone is rubbing my brain with a cheese grater. And now I could neither breathe

he nurses back to my room. The nurse reminded me of my medication and things to avoid, including not going close to other lung irritants, so I promptly asked the nurse “could I die

blunted out. She died because she came in c

ole died because she came in contact with me, I killed chole! Repeated in my head and unstable mental health add