Unwanted desire

snapback. Annoyed I removed his grip o

to play with children, ”I said to the man in the CT

s because you're so slow, we won't be the same

ike you," Nexus grinned and ran to th

uted and chas

ard him shout so Nex

ters patted Nexus on the shoulder

frowned when I saw Calyx happily arguing on the bench

d Nexus! Go

brother," Nexus shook his h

hönigs. I introduce JM to my friends because I don’t want to let them know that I am the s

ds. Every afternoon I go straight he

t this was what I was doing every aft

tive of me that you

olding a first aid kit, obviously worried about what I was doing. He is no

eally my bodyguard and I can't see where he is

board. I immediately stepped on the back of the board to st

ill ask. He looked

immediately stood up and rubbed his pants before riding the skateboard

ck of practice but your exhibi

y, the exam is near so w

inished practice and we were currently walking home. Nexus is the younger brother of Calyx w

me. I looked at m

other Calyx?

t before. You just can't hea

kateboarded down the park again. I just chose to walk to keep up with Joaquin who was still gasping f

, Calyx removed Nexus' hand and turned his back on us while still s

When we were kids, my Yuri and Nexus were always jealous of us becau

has been there for two more years. It’s been a few years since he left and Calyx has stood up to my older brot

ag and approached the sleeping man. I tur

is cheek. He opened his eyes slightly

oh! ” he annoyed her and scratched he

pull him down the bench. He looked at us angrily.

up. It's even eas

round him so Joaquin and I just laughed w

nd Daddy caught up with them talking on the laptop. Daddy immediately turned to me and motioned for me to come over. I quickly app

mediately turned to me and motioned for me to come over. I quickly

ferent now but I know he is. This is the first time he has called us since he flew to Irela

ed to cry. I'm angry with my older brother Yuri, I know I miss him but I'm angry. Why did he hav

" a familiar

inside cried. I miss my older brother Yuri. I lowered my fa

candy. I listened to the voice of the one at the other door, obviously arguing. I stood up and opened my bedroom door. The th

ed a few pieces of my hair behind my ear to cover my face. I looked at Calyx who was just staring at me

e he

him cry. I miss my own brother. Calyx doesn't s

sobbed. "But I'm

. “Your older brother Yuri did the same for your family. Nor is it easy for

t he just com

lippines so that he doesn't have to leave in the future or even your Daddy, he doesn't have to leave the country for meetings. Trust him,

Ireland and he graduated as valedictorian. Mommy and Daddy were both

was busy with her four -month -old baby. I sighe

e a banner for one day when I meet my older brother at the airport.

s. I'm sure Yuri will be happier

led at me. Immediately my face lit up at what I heard. He'

uya Calyx picked me up at school to

ished his training. I excitedly got in

r too," I said and

d with a stubborn person like you wi

care of me while I was growing up but you didn’t fail.

in front of the two of us, s

u, just kidd

haracter is growing. Sometimes I feel like

ontributing, no one

lained and looked hurt so the

ut Calyx and I arrived at the airport just bef

x's attention to the

y exam for two days. I want him to see that

miled at me and helped me put together my test

him. I miss Yuri. The amount I wanted to show him. I want to show that I'm good at school, that I'm good at

membered how yuri used to write my stories s

t," Calyx offered me. I quic

im to see me first

ddy separated from her who quickly veered off the road wh

me and looked again for Mommy who was no

looked at the banner I was holding. Cal immed

here?" Mommy asked me but

he?" I als

at's the

I was stunned. I'm confused. Even Calyx was shock

my Daddy. Daddy immediately

ling hands. I turned my gaze

ping from my eyes. “ said he has only been in Ireland for six years. It

years. Promise, has only been in Ireland for tw

east to see me and then he can just go back to Ireland if he still wants to train? That’s unfair

misses you so much and he

ing so he doesn't have to leav

e doesn't come back, he's just ther

getting angry when I bumped into them. I left the airp

e from behind. We both sat o

me and looked at my arms in confusion. I quickly

years. You will notice one day,

him,”

ed away my tears. “Look, you almost got hit by a taxi because you were already r