In love with my Husband's Brother
's poin
head pounding. I looked around, trying to rem
colas was lying next to me, fast asleep. I fel
r. I remembered going to the bar, meeting Nicolas, and
ger, regret, and disappointment. I had been so stu
hat had happened. As I made my way to the bathroom, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirro
shame wash over m
been so reckless. I didn't even know Nicolas' last name, or what he did for a livi
t of day, I realized I had
ill fast asleep. I felt a pang of annoyance. He was still
nd kept sleeping. I sighed, feeling frustrated. I nee
re out what to do, my phone rang
ault on the way.....anywas how is it going, hope you enjoye
w to answer. "It's...comp
" Rachel asked, h
ing. About meeting Nicolas, about going ho
ment. "Maureen, you need to get
se of determination. "Y
fore my grandmother would come and find him here, the last thing I wanted was another heated argument like that of last night and then
up," I said, sh
ng his eyes and looking at m
is voice groggy.
u to leave," I sa
his eyes. "Oh, okay. I d
d, as he got out of bed an
s shirt. "Last night was fun. But I think we b
thought it was just a one-time thing? He
I said, my
rprised. "Hey, no need t
e door. "Get out, Nicola
eaving me feeling relieved but also a
wash over me. I was glad to be rid of him, and I
nd, flashing with missed calls and texts. My heart sank as I saw the number of
one, my mind racing with
group home. We've been trying to reach you since last night. Your grandmother was r
ther, who had been my only living relative, was
o the gut. I had been so focused on my own mistakes, my own reg
ollapsed onto my bed, tears streaming down m
ly left. I was truly alone in the world. And
th back, arranging to meet her at the hospital t
how my life had turned out. I was all alone in the world, an
and condolences. My grandmother had passed away just a few
and I knew that I would have to live w
well-dressed man in a suit walked in. He looked out of place among the hust
the sympathetic look in his eyes,
o see you under these circumstances. My name is Mr.
of trepidation. What did h
I need to discuss something with you concerning your gr
curiosity. What could my grandmot
ut there is a condition that needs to be met before you
rprise. A condition?
ked, feeling a sen
ected, and stay married to him for at least five months before you can
tlas? I barely knew him! And stay married t
s?" I asked, feeling
received the inheritance. She believed that Atlas would be a good influence on
other had always wanted the best for me, and I knew s
I would marry Atlas and stay married to him for five m
Emily walking up behind me. She had been waiting for me in
ked, her voice laced with disbelief. "Y
e of defensiveness. "What do you mea
And you're just going to marry him because of some
know Atlas at all. And marrying someone I didn't
his voice gentle. "This is a big decision. Y
e of uncertainty. What w
stration in her eyes. "Maureen, please listen to me. You're no
er's sake. I'm doing it because I feel guilty. Guilty that I didn't know she was suffering from stage four
"Maureen, that's not your fault. You didn't know. And even if you
mily. I could have been there for her. I could have been a better granddaug
t responsible for your grandmother's death. And marrying someone yo
was going to see it through. No matter what. "I
voice firm. "I have to do this. It's what m
you're not thinking clearly. You're still g
doing what's right. My grandmother always looked ou
bout your own happiness?
at I wanted without thinking about the consequences. If I hadn
ice firm. "What matters is doing what my grandmother w
hat you're feeling guilty, Maureen. But this isn'
up my mind, and I was going to