THE LOVE I MUST HATE

I

bell sounded aggres

; the early bells announcing the waking time for morning mass is one I can give

le we have the privileges of having our designated hostel and washroom

is

” I groane

eside me, believe m

awake?”

lamentations of how she wishes she co

ery morning, but I am

is

and climbed

s?” Gabby went ahead to ask despite my mutenes

too early to welco

w cold the shower w

to be freezing. There is no boiling p

abby, but that would provid

the same year as me. She is also a prefect which h

I relate with everyone. I am a friend of all and close to none. Bu

d softly and I turned to her, surprisi

ction was awarded to her due to her academic excellenc

I gree

gnificant. She isn't Gabby to u

aid. “She is c

ie

she

sk. But she so

nk y

before the morning bell, and parade every hostel to ensure orderliness. And from there, she

Uriel's hostel. Advancing closer, I s

ragile she looks in

iel

ior

d restlessly, biting a

re you

sa…What sh

er mouth and held it.

ught she didn't want to talk, she turned arou

de

nt low. “My gown…and my b

. She confided in me barely two weeks ago that she

thing.” I trie

e lowered her face to the ground. “Help me,

have done nothing to be scared of. And believe

ully as required

admitted before slipping low

aressed her silky long her. “You

nally a woman.”

have always bee

space, rolled out the stained bed

ter,” I said, foldin

Lisa. I shou

“Remove your nightgown too. Hur

sheet, and without considering my presence, she

to her hanger for a towel while I couldn't contain the dashing smoothness of her

p. My thirst remains unquenched despite my salivating. I came down with

e girls, right? I have seen a lot of naked bodies; rooms an

ecame a senior. There hasn't been a time we shared a hostel

me lightly and out of my exp

r nightwear and folded

u sleep

ahead, grab your thing

e washroom. It is about 5:38 AM, and it is

sanitary pads, hurried to Uriel's, kept i