Deep in love

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e

ithout for long periods. Something my body craved, and yearn

pleasure it would only find

tay away from things that didn't bel

if I wanted something

led brat to people because of i

daughter, also known as a young se

kle

heir actions without thinking or carin

when I turned sixteen, I seem t

the holy Christian she is prayed with me for ov

I emerged from the long, white stairs. The sound of people talking fi

ir ankles. Here I was with a cut-short, wine-coloured dress that hi

'Thou shall be comfortable in thy skin'?" she glares at

" I look to see Father spe

narrowing her eyes at me and her husband who cannot take his eyes off of my

yes" Father introduces and I stare at the couple whom I have n

e woman a short smile and she pl

nd your age" She clasps her hand around her husband's

be truly missed" My own smile t

you sure the two of you were even clo

illa" Father warns

w my mother for the loving person she was only to be the same peo

so only pissed me off more with the

doesn't speak about it unless it's brought up and everyone including him only seems to cry

, he was definitely in his late thirties. Though the stress seemed of being married to a fake bitch

om people including his wife's and my father's sight, I beg

I place the glass down and fe

urse my body for r

is under this dress" He dips his head around my neck, moving his hand to the mater

this is wrong, though my mind was completely hell-bent on this. My

nd for one of the few times in my life, my body and my mind had the same idea and that wa

erupted in my ear when my

wallow in pain and I found Father speaking to Grandma, she nodde

rything about this seemed weird, a gut feeling telling me t

our luxurious mansion. Father is the first to tur

I speak first as I clo

know before tomorrow" Grandma says pl

to prove that you aren't falling into her ways. And yet again

o of me sneaking from his bus

they get this? This place will be perfect for her" I send a g

oto fall from my hands ont

to Rodney Academy. You are of age and this place

forgiveness of your unspeakabl

m n

ouse always called for

for discussion. It's already been planne

just up and send me across the world

g me off almost as if they

university in the world. It was also known for its religious studies. It had bee

d it'll help you. You'll continue your English and Art Majors ther

's dead" I bite back any emotions wanting to seep in

mil

ter when you know nothing

d if you do it's to slut shame her"

r. You're the same reason why she couldn't even remember my fu

flight leaves in the morning" I watch as he walks up the

with daggers and ange

be disappointed in what you've become bec

l, something the two of you seem to have in c

e found out her daughter had the "devil's curse"

e as a small child. But I also remember the constant hospital visits and late nights as we

itting ima

ves. The different coloured irises, one that matched the afternoon sun shining through a glass of

nk reading Camilla on the left side of my boob to the Minx on my finger and the one on

on people could not help but c

llow God to turn his back away from us. Times before I was even diagnosed they sent me to therapy or took me

e deadliest sinner turn from me and not because I wanted to but because the smallest

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