I want to live.

ced before. My dad was my hero, my best friend. He was funny and playful but never really switched on when it came to emotion. It was like he didn't know how to deal with feelings so he didn't

but I'll be back in the morning" my dad

o no patients on the ward could leave frightened me a lot. But I knew he had my brothers he had to get back to. And my step

like only a couple minutes after he left my eyes