A Last Letter for my Stargazer

ilure, I always felt as though something was missing. The only time I

top. She gave me a purpose. It made me look at Ryan and think to mys

already gotten up, and I'd ask her if she wanted something to eat. She'd respond by saying that her

ings didn't go the way I had planned. They almost never did when it came to

, I made myself believe that things could still be fixed between us. I blinded myself with that delusion, ev

d barely recognize myself. In all honesty, I couldn't remember the last time I ha

ay they perfectly accentuated the other features of my face. Those dark brown eyes staring back at me no longer had the glow

s, the dreamer, anymore. The man staring back at me in the mirror wa

I heard a knock on the door o

told me, "Sir, your brother came t

before washing my face and changing i

uld often wear combat pants, a black shirt, and a necklace. It was the most comfortable outfit

I didn't really give a damn about what people thought of

! Oh, Jesus, I thought you were done for. I flew back to the country as soon as I heard what happ

at once that I barely

lex. My wound hasn't fully healed

, bro. I was just really worried about you." He then put

l feels raw and itchy sometimes.

ore sitting down on the sofa in front of the TV. "L

hat's th

ld tell that he was hesitating to tell me. Things were like this between

ife abroad isn't as great as I thought it would be. Things between me and

e to say, I sat beside him an

it on my own now, but... I think I might need one pretty soon." As those words

is yours whenever you need it. I could alway

. It's hard for me to admit this, but I do need more he

this time, and said, "I'm always he

aid. "I'm gonna go

t some coffee, Alex told me, "Mom asked me to

and that I don't nee

the kitchen. The maid must've overheard us talking, so she a

Rita," I

What would you like

friend," I answered. "Ask Alex if he needs anything, and prepare the

I had my coffee, and I just began to prep

ready 6:55 AM by the time I arrived. I didn't like to be late, so

g at her wristwatch and looking around while holding a s

ed back with a hairband. Some locks of her curly hair still st

to her and said, "Get in. Let's

honked at her. She must not have ex

me, "I thought someone of your stature would drive a

I like pickups better. They're functionality is better, and

ed, "Ooh, a man that doesn't feel

It didn't take more than five minutes for us

oman wearing thick sunglasses and a golf visor walked out of the restaurant along with a man wearing glasses. The woman b

amiliar, but I couldn't q

ered that someone almost hit her with the door. She then opened the d

Aren't you coming i

e and eat," I answered with a