FALLING FOR THE ENEMY WITHIN

ment became more urgent. I could hear my own breathing. He kissed me agai

ng, lost in sensations flooding my body. I felt him release inside me, and I even knew I should ca

but he was tired, so we both laid on the bed. Trying to catch our breath, I was feeling some kind o

ed , before long he drifted off to sleep, I c

ss the bed. His chest was rising and falling in the slow rhythm of his sleep. The dim light made

ch had made me burn, and I knew if I had stayed any longer, I might no

. My body still ached from everything, but there was a different kind of pain now

or my sister's hospital bill. That was all that ma

till lying discarded on the nightstand. I still didn't know his name, and he still didn't know mine, but

was empty, as I moved quickly, not wanting to linger. My head was spinning, my body was br

n, but for my sister, for t

I couldn't stop thinking about him, the way he had touched me, the way he had made me feel. And there was the

for a long time, the guilt circling in my chest. I had known what I had to do, but it didn't make things any easier. I transfer

would be carryin

e had paid

ieved, but all I could

ophia, feeling the weight of everything

stared out the window. "I c

en me and Sophia. I hadn't meant to say it, b

aning back in her chair. "Wh

club, so it would be easier for me to spill ever

I saw a guy whom I had a steamy night with. I enjoyed the night. He was really good in bed. He fu

musement. " So, he paid you, and now you are starting to have fe

w what's wrong with me. I'm so messed up." My han

he bill, on taking care of her, but all I co

a gnawing look.

ed on my coff

nd feel like this afterward. I think it's normal. The guy rocked your world, and now

not that simple, I mean. He was a st

a ridiculous amount. If you want to see him ag

idea is certainly in

r eyes twinkling with dis

e you'll meet someone else who can make you take your mind off things

o the club both terrified and excited me. But what if he wasn