HIS HOSTAGE

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, and I wish I could say no, but my lips are frozen, and my b

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HE

.

uffocating my screams. Kaiden's maniacal laught

spered, his voice dripping with m

he most outrageous bastadrous word, if bastardrous was even a thing, was when I

tr

aggerating when I said that was the look he wore on his face, the look th

ed, it would

way, so this wasn't the case where Rapunzel had t

obeyed, my fingers fumbling with buttons and zippers.

this was like an upgraded level, ugraded level of making me feel worthless, an upgarded level th

ss, but in front of the men, the men with tatooes like him, that assisted him in dragging me to this hellhole, as if

our cloth

r comm

ld ever do, and I was tired of not thinking before I act, but what pained me the most was that no matter how my mind told me to cover up my body, and just let him kill me now after I disobey, since there was really no point in obeying hi

more, the fool that fed the devil it's food.

lnerable?" Kaiden taunted,

mn words, I met his gaze wi

ate

n the slightest, or make him fucking change

om me, and know that if he kills me...after he kills me, I would return

of being a scapegoat, so even though my voice trembled,

ut I have not ev

o step, until he was close enough to me,

lip and made it bleed, and I guess he did that as a punishment, a punishment for opening my damn mo

ade me blood boil, but no matter how angry I was, there was still nothing I could do, cause immediately he s

l beg for mercy, and I

and drugs, made me feel like vomiting, but I dare not vomit, I dare not do anything in

eally the mad man that our mothers always warn us about to stay away from, and

d of brave male lead in stories that would start to rain punches at the mad man, and free

shit for a life, an ordinary scared poor boy that resulted into pleading in the

ng, I was a mess, a mess that he loved to watc

you beggi

d that, he lifted my chin up and gave me a damn smile,

e I had thought, and I didn't know the reason why, but it really fe

ok for some

ink of any answer to them, cause the pain wad unbearable, and...familiar,

face, mingling with the

anything to you" I begged

Infact immediately he heard me, he made my torture

d that damn man didn't say anything to me either to make things clear. Hell no,

me" Kaide

th hatred and fear

ine now,

ucking toy until I find a way to escape this place...that is if I ever find a way to escape, but for now, the darkness I hated so fucking much and

living nightmare, a living nightmare that was ne

d burst into tears, hurtful painful tears, but this tears also mocked me as well, they d

e...that mad fucking man tightened his grip on me, a

r went out in th

god and took

where no one w

er is trapped

san

inhumane laughter ech

never

cause I had no faith, and dragged me to a cold, dark c

ally, his breath cold against my ear, before heartlessly pushin

eeded help, but I knew that help that I craved for, was miles away from me. To be plain frank, the

r doomed

burst from me, cause I couldn't hope it back in, but I wish I did, cause I hat

forge

e. Fuck, that bastard laughed as if he had waited for this day to come...He

goat all my life, a scapegoat that endured torment and bul

e, and I really thought he might just keep on laughing forever like the psychopath he was, but imme

t you are t

d the wall, cause I had tried to back away, only to get myself trapped in the shitty end, but he didn't s

understand, and I guess he lov

ut his words?...those fucking words he said

hy dear ol'senior Kaide

o my level, and held my c

am wron

my name after all they have made me pass through was him, and my shitty dad, but I don't know who to g

way fr

uldn't keep the rage I

the fucking ri

at me, and held unto

him anymore not too, cause it wasn't worth it. Begging him, and li

maybe he would have finally killed me like what I wanted now,

s keen at pl

world that faced bullshits, but guess what you are not the only one my

al note, I should have being curious about the reason why, but this wasn't a normal note, and I was sick and t

or the other, so I did it...I held unto his damn

hat I can be part of the re

ng down my eyes, but he only pus

en, a broken

t he saw, even though he was the one that made me look this way, how ironica

bout anything that wasn

you to die, cause I

after all this humiliation, but I knew that even if I yell out him again to get lost, cause it w

he cell, and returned back with some clothes that

anding me to put them on, and when I didn't, he forced it on me, and walked o

, I curled into a ball,

e darkness that consumed m

y one that always find it's way back