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kept yellin

ll I was fully conscious of my su

here, they can't," she said as she pulled me up from the b

always," she said consoling me. "You can cry all you want but

an before," I said to

ly black from the

ter what was done to him," I

as more vivid like it happened

ll only be shaken but you will be fine, like alw

aid to her, remembering the

d looking down proudly at you, at how far you have come. They

sure?"

e, don't mind what you saw but

and it is far off. You are safe," she said immediately

ppy while I felt my heart tearing and shattering at the loss I caused myself at the expense of my happiness. A

self, she told you not to," she said to me

ilty for life

yourself, have you fo

can't. It won't let me

ehind you, you have to get a hold of yourself and please forget that shit. I kn

? Must you?" I asked her, I was beginni

re is the humor?" Sh

ed to shut him whenever he comes t

my best," I

are going to have a long day tomorrow from you

*

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ter so much tossing, I sat up immediately panting heavily.

er wash down my fears, my anger, my sorrow, my suffering away. My head was

like before instead, it was doing the opposite. I switched the shower

-calming pill to calm myself down but it fe

, sir?" Miss

ed her, she was startl

nd went into the living area to get a drink

m. They are locked

id to him, d

in my trap. I went back inside my room and changed into some

wls of extremely cold water but I wasn't

I ordered as the stupid we

they been in ther

plus,"

nform me on time?

, we can't disturb

em as two of my guys were adding the ice an

?" I yelled as I threw a hammer in n

a lady among them,

to Jordan, "and so? Do you want to t

ried out i

d strip them naked int

gging, I don't know. I don't care. My phone rang

sked immediately as

voice was s

I had an emergency, shoul

nswered i

days and it's worse bu

't thi

to come," h

going out