A Fate without Destiny

ed day and night to achieve good grades. For me I wanted a job in a reputable

and turnover. Why would Jonas want to go for oth

ne day when we were sitting i

reak, my mother told me that Jonas had a brother who passed away and she mentioned that

at all. He never shared his lif

o me I asked him abruptly "J

, "Yeah

use my mom mentioned that

alk about that, this is something personal and

yeah sure". I repressed mysel

have always expressed about myself an

to tell me, or you just c

't say

t you can't tell me, I am your girlfriend, we are going to be mar

aid, "why are y

hing related to this matter and I want to hear it

say, tell me f

um, she said, that uh, you

aid, "huh, is tha

hat and then started telling me wha

him, but he would always change the question. This was going on from months. Because of the stress he started smoking, my father caught him and slapped him, which resu

t move, my mother started crying and father staggered. He shot himself. We called 911 but it was too late. I can never forget what happened and h

op. He looked at me and said' "why are you crying, it's been years

w his eyes tearing up, but h

lk about it again, because loosing

xams of course. We passed ex

s. Also, it was a goodbye to Jonas because we knew that w

m and wrote messages

were the l

ss you, stay heal

st one thing,

ouple and youn

ays and reached

to take over the company. On the oth

elationship a secret from our parents. We knew it will be difficult t

an email from the colle

g because we were going to see each othe

ere for two days, so

degree and meeting our friends, we went outside, had lunch, bought things for ea

cheek, other behind my head as he pressed me towards the wall. He then looked me in

doing was scaring me away. He was gentle and didn't rush for anything. We finally made love that night. I was so in love that I developed this peculiar kink, i

more attached towards Jonas after our fi

find anything. I started preparing myself for other certifica

and had a marriage in mind. I never

eter. Peter had broken up with Janet after knowing what

decided to meet for a c

rly, bought things

showed me some random picture and gave me his phone. He never allowe

girl named Tina sent him kisses. I clicked and saw

rom me. I was heartbroken and fe

t of guilt on his face as I walked away. I cried that night alone in

he texted me persistently and we started talking, I am not serious about her, it was just in a spur of moment. I love you

of that girl he

d me and I

"Love is

I was blindly and m

and everything we

built was not there now. He did show me pictures when he went out with Peter and his friends to eat out, bu

would never be able to fix it. But I