THE PRICE OF LOVING HIM
being Liam's friend, that I could keep my feelings locked away in some hidden corner of my mind. But every
breeze soft, and the faint hum of students chatting and laughing filled the air. Liam lay bac
l be in five years?" he asked sudden
ars? I don't know. Hopefully writing full-time. Maybe living
his brow furrowed in thought. "A n
at storytelling. But when I looked into Liam's eyes, the answer came easily. "It'd probably be a
crooked and teasin
ng back. "But isn't th
race. For a moment, I thought he might say something-something that would shatter the fragile bal
g to lighten the mood. "Where do
igning something that matters. A building that people actu
coming out without hesitation.
his head. "You're always
I said, my voice ba
tell him then, to lay everything bare. But the fear of los
changed t
-
something more. Liam had become my best friend, the person I turned to for everything. But
called me ou
an unfamiliar urgency. "Can you com
partment, my mind racing with possibilities. When I arrived,
utiously, sitting
med and tired. "I screwed up,"
happ
complicated. She wanted more, but Liam wasn't ready to give it. He had end
d to comfort him, to take away his pain, but I a
," I said gently. "Sometimes t
with something I couldn't quite plac
said, the words slipping o
ding all this time. But then he leaned back, closing his eyes w
dante. Should
he girl he
-
y glance, every shared laugh, every late-night phone call felt like a dagger to the he
journal, scribbling down every thought
* I wrote one night, tears staining the
much it hurt, I couldn't walk away. Because even if he could never be mi
I told