SHATTERED VOWS
les, while I hugged my knees to my chest. The test remained on the
he truth. My breath wavered unsteadily as I exhaled. I felt the
d this
that made me startled, I quickly placed
ll, waiting for the footsteps to fade before my thoughts returned to the imp
g through the stream of my thoughts. The phone screen pops
upside down. When the man who caused my family's downfall unexpectedly shattered my plan an
d and distant, just as it had been for many years. He would never un
room, the noise of it hitting the couch shatter
s, but I stopped them from falling. I had rema
, and my heart to sank even more. Tomo
oing to the clinic and facing the nightmare, I couldn't avoid it; I
d, sterile waiting room, I felt the unbearable sile
ancing at the door every few seconds, praying in hopes that no famil
ut my name calmly yet firmly, cut
he chair, following the nurse into the examination room. The scent in the room was antiseptic, sharp, and cl
mfort me with a smile, "Dr. Jacobs would be wit
weighed down by uncertainty like a thick blanket pressing on me. All I could d
d, and Dr. Jacobs, a woman in her middle age with a kind-l
aid while taking a look at my chart.
uld I be feeling? But I could only mana
. "Oh, I understand completely well. How a
and every motion felt amplified. The chilly gel on my stomach made me flinch, while
my abdomen, I felt my heart racing in my
bs whispered. "Th
ittle, flickering heartbeat was steadily pu
lieva
part of Alexander Wolfe that was now integrated into my being. The man
nked them away quickly. I whispered,
's too much to handle. Whatever you choose, Emily, we will be there f
e thumping heartbeat. I had come here seekin
ossible means could I use to get rid of this child's existence? How can I introduce it
delicate bond that connected me to this child
kept wanderin
f revenge in black-and-white has evolved into something mu
ing around me. I walked unsteadily into the strong sunlight, trying to clear the spots dancing i
. No matter how hard I tried, my mind c
exa
me is A
shaped. I had not received any communication from him since that evening; neither did he call or mess
ed into my pocket to retrieve my bu
y other source. It came
ge from
meet wi
n my throat. We had not spoken for weeks. There must b
and tossing the phone into the nearby storm drain. However, just as I was about to ma
you. Kindly compl
sense of urgency. There must be som
blurred vision, my mind had drif
der. Did he already discover the truth about the child? Was this a
e buzzed again, Lucas's name l
t, Emily. You o