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have now been talking to Maddox on

a little bit about the code I was writing, I was scared that he'd hang up or say how much of a ne

y, but ever since Tuesday night when I got home, I felt so sick, I had t

st fatigue from overworking my body, something it wasn't used to

ox asked, as I thought back t

I forgot what I was talking about." I cri

he phone near his ear. "Looks like our time's up, I think I o

ooked at my phone and he was right; I had been talking to him

led for a good hour from how anxiou

ox was flirting with me just now, but being the virgin that I

hitting myself on the

make room for you." He said, his deep voice coming

a strange silence falling over u

allowed hard, the hair on my arms st

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e said anything else, and when he didn't, he ended the call a

and my face felt so hot, I was sure if I looked in t

e to me why he'd call me out of the blue, to be honest I was scared just to

unny inside, and I would be lying if I didn't admit liking t

ome men were good looking and handsome, but to get actual

ike Mad

ck from meeting him, a

thought about with women, like what it would be like to ki

toos on his tanned skin only added to his charm, sure he had edges, he was a fi

wasn't he, so he mu

I thought about all this, while trying to act normal on the phone w

h myself as he spoke to me, it made me feel dirty in the worst way, I would never be

barely stand, he was a straight guy, with women hanging off e

my bed and closed my eyes and pictured his as he grabbed my hands and showed m

ogne, I was so nervous that day, but he kept it professional, and I had fun wo

y underwear by just thinking of him, I was throbbing and with

talking to him, what if I couldn't look him in the eye a

grabbed my erection and started stroking myself, picturing his lar

it all out into his hand, oh god... I was so turned on from somet

ching I rubbed myself until I let it all out, moaning out as I pictur

s I just made, disgusted at myself that I did somethi

ant, but what I did know was Maddox was making me feel thin

be that bad,

mbarrassed just t

and go to wash them in my bedroom sink, not lifting my head to loo

n't hide it anymore, I liked Maddox Zane, I had just jerke

ere was just no way he'd want anything to do wi

y underwear and tried not to think about it too much, despite ho

re, why are you

op whatever it was I was feeling for someone who w

for my self-confidence, something I lacked, if he found out about t

a shower to clear my head, in hopes that the next