BEDDING THE DON
ter
ment, and worse, that he had no plans to leave was unsettling. I wasn't use
adding into the kitchen. Nico stood there, pouring coffee into two mugs, his sleeves roll
looking up, his voice cal
pulled out a chair and sat at the small d
holding up the tiny cerami
ack," I
ore sitting across from me. His movements were smooth, prec
, Nico?" I asked, cutti
ping his coffee. "I thoug
wn with a soft thud. "You talke
," he pointed out, his lips
on bubbling in my chest. "
isn't what you signed up for, but the situation is what it is. We're mar
hat your world is, Nico. All I know is that it's d
, I thought he might actually open up, but instead, he reache
I asked, eyeing
" he said, sliding
pulling out a stack of photos. My bre
cart and looking distracted. The next was of me walking to
d been fol
" I demanded, my
co asked, his tone t
the photos back into the envelope. "I
d, his voice sharp. "They're watch
ear swirling in my chest. "W
difference is that they're not interested in you. They'
blanket. I swallowed hard, my hands trembling as I se
me, or destroy me. And if they can't do that di
care about me," I sa
ime, I saw a flicker of vulnerability in
s laptop while I tried to go about my usual routine. But no matter what I did, cleaning, send
me, tracking my every move. And Nico was righ
felt like they were closing in, suffocating me with the weight of everyth
" I announced,
aptop, his expression imm
aving a hand. "For a walk
arrowed. "
ning to face h
nding and crossing his arms.
humor in it. "I'm not a child,
rotection," he said, h
"I'll stay in public places, keep my phone on,
ng pause, he sighed and nodded. "Fine. B
ed, rolling my eyes as
rming small clouds in front of me. For a while, the simple act of walking he
he feeling that I
eets seemed empty. But the sensation of eyes o
ent, my heart was racing, and I was
ession a mix of relief and
rfew," I shot back, tryin
yes narrowing. "Somethin
m about the feeling I couldn't shake. Bu
I admitted, my voice
hands clenching into fis
t it was just a feeling.
t," he muttered, pu
g in low, urgent tones to whoever was on the othe
ing alone again,
ic
voice sharp. "If the Russos are watc
my hands trembling. "Wh
. "They want me. But they