e music as we stepp
, as if he feared I would vanish if he let go. But I
ooked at me with uncertainty, as if waiting for the words, any wor
ting for me to smile, to laugh, to lean in against him lik
idn
ty lights blur by. My chest ached, like something too big
ht," he said to me finally
now. Not when every nerve in my body ached, not when all I could think
if perhaps he didn't think I'd heard him the fi
," I thought but
ing with each mile. He tapped his fingers on th
.. we could spend the night
y for the first time since we left. I made
house, you can drop
quite caught what I said. "
ked to be my date for tonight, I agreed cause I needed the attention. That's simply it." I said. I knew I was
ng, I just wan
tent and too forward. I might have liked it on
ted to say something, to plead
o
in a hurry, desperate to escape the car, to be able to breathe normally once more. I
ttle, polite peck on the cheek. No
t," I sai
the last glimmer of h
ight,
king back, the door closing with a click
. I took off my heels, the heels wherever they landed, and dumped my clutch on the consol
ice drifted across from the l
p snugly with a blanket around her knees, a cold glass of tea beading on the table beside her
g into the couch opposite
sunderstanding the weariness etched into the delicate lines of her
she asked, her
smiling weakly, the sound
ld back no longer. "Cam?" I whisper
ping her hand across her face, the gold wedding band catc
my throat. I leaned back against the couch, finally able
th her. For... for standing by me. For ev
the way - the relocation, the sleepless lonely nights, the gnawing doubt that consumed my marrow. When
" she growled. "You know I can'
ipe away the corner of my eye be
ossible," I
shot back, though her voi
nt, something which didn't often present
cleared. "How was
with the desire to take it, to savor it. "It was perfect," I panted, my voice husky
ad to one side, c
r - or should I say horror. Tonight, he d
I'm proud of you, Liana," she said slowly. "God knows you've worked hard enough to deserve th
er, truly ga
I'd live through the fights she could only hope I'd survive
ill, she di
steel and blood in my mouth, hard as any blade I m
orboards cool on my bare feet. I looked out into the darknes
tray cat darted across the sidewalk. The night was
t was about
's coming for him," I whi
l see too late that he never, ev
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