The Cuckold's Revelation

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early hours of the morning,

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ache, a desperate need to understand what wa

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splash some water on my fa

the sink, somethi

a small, gray pile of ash, with the disti

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t made her ph

my dad smoke on the

son for cigarette ash to be

ind refusing to proc

, the mark on her c

separate, un

of a puzzle I did

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been in my hous

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, knocking the air from my lungs and leav