t was his default emotion, the one he alway
ng his knee against the coffee table. The flowers wobbled. "Y
out of concern.
Sarah? A hysterectomy? My God. Do
ot the fear, not the pain. How it looked. How i
dn' t have the strength for one of our old fights. The kind that went
ur life! This affects me! It affects our family! You can' t just make a
ion," I said, my voice dangerously qu
froze, his face a m
as a wor
more, Mark. I' m too t
and to be near him for another second. The
u drop this bomb on me and then you just walk
I just kept walk
ion required actual emotional honesty, he left. A few minutes later, I heard t
tew in my own anxiety and worry. Then, when he decided I had been punished enough, he would return, acting as if noth
the air. I went to the closet and pulled out a
y' s too. Her picture books, her favorite stuff
t a year into our marriage, over something trivial, a burnt dinner. He was gone for two days. I was frantic.
ghttime feeding. He accused me of not appreciating how hard he worked and left for a hotel. He ca
that weren't my fault. I had accepted his gifts as apologies because it was easier than facing the truth: th
use would be empty. There would be no one waiting for him. No one to a
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