ing my hair to my face and so
ered letters. The ink was running, blurring my father's elegant handwriting i
heir first anniversary lay half-buried in t
door and banged my fist
Let me i
e swallowed
upstairs window. One of th
! Open the do
ear. She shook her head. "I can't, M
ght we
ical blow. I was no longer the lady of this house. I was a
ms around Katarina, comforting her. He was stroking her hai
cut through my grief. I w
nd some shelter from the wind and rain. I clutched th
fell out of the big oak tree and broke his arm. I sat with him for hours,
sed to alway
, shattered like the p
Exhaustion, both physical and emotional, washed over me. I leaned my hea
re. When I came to, the rain had st
nt door
ainst the light from the hall. His
. He looked down at me, huddled on the ground, and for a mo
as quickly a
umbrella onto the
said, his voice flat. "
m. He didn't offer me a hand. He didn't ask if I was okay. He jus
dy box of my parents' things to my studio. I spent hours carefully cleaning each item, trying to salvage what I could
k onto the lid when I heard
"Oh, look. She's playin
focus entirely on
tt feels terrible about what happen
n't r
," she said, her voice cloying sw
d for the
I said, my voice
et her help. It was an accident.
clutching the
tears. "I just wanted to hel
e, Ava," Elli
N
. He snapped his fingers. Two of his
om her," h
rambled backward, holding
u dare!"
ked and struggled, my nails digging into their skin. One of the
ox fell fro
at it, then at me, a look of pur
," sh
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