ment I thought I was dreaming again but the way h
holding on for just a second longe
front of my eyes, his words clung to my memory
astered a fake smile on my f
es but I curled them into fis
d me for years to be able to protect myself and I
at voice in my head, whis
t voice control me, especial
e me as more than just a fr
e fear would go away, fake
mine, his eyebrows creased as he opened and shut
kay Ellie?
wondering if my Dad had
u up because the dorms weren't sa
ice soft and
f relief, dad hadn't told
and put on a bright smile a
shaky and his eyebrows im
throat and
that I was afraid he was gon
ould see right t
mfortably under
wly and grazed his
ned?"he asked in a
in my chest and my
" I lied, looking e
looked away but I could see his jaw tick,
d, as if debating internally whether t
he small of my back a
fine." he muttered under
't hear him and went in
and leave a note for Chloe
h my bags, Axel collected them
o Axel's place was awkward, scratch
ick you could cut thr
ressing my hands flat against my
m, clean and sharp, and it made my
her of us spoke. The only sound
glancing at me, his jaw tight,
reaching out to adjust the
d, but I didn
for an entirely
out the window inste
void the weig
ot empty. It was charged, every second pull
the long driveway, my palms
modern, all sharp lines and glass w
was a statement, towerin
ver the place, and the fact that it would be just me
e engine of the car,
eeled myself and got out of the
bags and walked to
him, my legs stiff as I
od there taking in the house until
lt out of place in
Axel, his scent, everythin
d nodded for me to follow. "Com
ery step deeper into his world. He stopped at a d
will be
ter than I expected, with a view of the
ing against the doorway, arms crossed, eyes o
ilence between us st
y aware of how close he was, how
a second to my lips, then
his throat, straight
Ellie. We'll talk
e was gone, leaving m
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