The Wolf's Call
my first lecture, I've conv
the woods on Halloween nig
is just a hickey that will fad
ver, ever touch Augu
minder of a teeth being sunk into my neck. Someh
od
now? I never would have taken myself
s just a rash. Rashes kinda have t
more sense. I'll
tes' mark as a rash, don't you thi
once used a voice that wasn't mine, when I wasn
sound like me or anyone I know f
ight out in the woods with a stranger
en my brain i
corrects. "I'm what you would want to call your other... consciousn
a, then failing statistics. Exactly how I imagined my twenties," I mutter
o. You're not schizophrenic. You're just different, and th
f?" I scoff out loud and
like you, we're trying to embrace these fucking equations.
nd he shies away under t
ith a tight smile, a
the world. I'm inside of you, I hear
me that earlier," I thi
you, but like I said, your bra
started lecturing, I hadn't as little as put a dot down. Now he's
ky
the smell of stale chalk, and me trying not to obsess over
al d
night's fever dream is behind me, that is until I s
ide the library like he belongs on a magazine cov
stupidly lopsided grin appears...the exact o
Sh
s, my legs forget how to function, and suddenly I
every detail of it. It's intoxicating, s
Our mate smells like sweet honey. And
ate if you stop
word?
ds drift off when he ges
he is to us," it emphasiz
d I believe his name is Zeke, so I appr
we fucked in the woods, and his nam
for the brief ba
" It coos, "now
er fiercely, fr
calling o
w people end up on true crime documentaries. You follo
hinking about
ause I wasn't thinking then. I was high. And p
thing warm spread through me. "
... w
to my rebuttal. It's almost like he's magnetic and I'm caught in hi
like that addictive, sweet honey that clung to
smoothly, voice low and warm, like he's greeting an old f
lls doing their best imp
ant. Future valedi
o?!" I whisper
ants to be near him for life, otherwise
What are
ignore it and focus on the ma
ment, and that grin widens. "I was beginning
hy
tudents moving around us, then h
y stomac
y detail of your night out in the woods. Of course
f his neck, but I fight it off as fiercely as
been...great, but I was high and I assure you it's not going to happen again.
s betray me by sucking in a sharp breathe of his sce
then opens again. Nothing com
ying my breakdown. "You look like
gaze flickers there, sharp and knowing, be
you ask nicely," h
arly, you told him to
the only one with no memo
s look more earnest now. He leans even
remember and it's probably for the best that you don't, bu
ict. His nose perks up slightly and his eyes darken, but he pulls back from me
you her
ites the inside of his cheeks, then shakes his he
tions last night said all the appreciations we need,"
on the thought and question him about it b
o find something else out, and n
daring step closer to him, just so I can get a clos
e air in surrender. "Alright, you caug
are yo
hrough his hair–his fingers stopping
ber anything about last
ke my
hing we said t
el of your hands on my body and that's it. But like I sa
ay that," he m
ave is screaming at me to get away before I melt into a puddle at his fe
low, and I panic. "So, uh... nice
h off before my body
e like invisible smoke. Sweet. I
y head coos. "We'll see him again, Liv. W
king faster and ignori
ike every part of me is tuned to his presence. My skin tingles,
o see hi