His Forbidden Pleasure

tenga ko ay rinig na rinig ko na iyong sigaw ni Iris. Iris is my half sister from my father side and we are not that closed to each other. I hate her so much, she took everything away from me. I onl

ranasan ang mabuhay ng isang normal na tao, Mom? I want to be a normal woman, a normal person. I am not a puppet... your pup-" I didn't finish my words because Mom slap me hard on the face. Napahawak ako sa pisngi ko at taas noong nakatingin kay Mommy. Nagtitimpi siya at galit na galit ang expression ng kaniyang mukha. Mapakla akong ngumit kay Mommy. "Are you done? Diyan ka naman magaling, Mom. Tuwing nagrereklamo ako ay puro pananakit ang inaabot ko sa iyo." May panunumbat ang boses ko. "Anak mo ako... anak niyo ako at hindi isang puppet na maging sunud-sunuran niyo lang. I'm tired. Pagod na ako... pagod na pagod na!" Nagmartsa na ako paalis sa living room at umiiyak na nagtungo sa aking kuwarto. Ni-lock ko ito at napaupo na lang sa sahig at doon umiyak nang umiyak. It's really hurt to be treated like this by your own family. How can they treat me like this? It's like I'm not their daughter. Anak ba nila ako? Sa pagtrato nila sa akin ay parang hindi eh. I never felt their love, i never wish to have a family like this. But I have no choice but to follow their orders. I need to obey them in order to have a good life. I stood up and fixed my face. I wipe my tears using my bare hands. I smile fakedly, "It's okay, Seina. Ayos lang iyan. Atleast nailabas mo ang iyong nararamdaman." Nagtungo na ako sa shower room para gawin ang morning rituals ko. Papasok ako sa opisina ko at para doon ibuntong lahat ng hinanakit ang mayroon ako ngayon. Work is my stress reliever, I guess. After I finished my morning rituals. Naghanap na ako ng damit na susuotin ko ngayong araw, at isang black business suit attire lang ang napili ko. Simple yet seductive. Tumingin ako sa salamin upang maglagay ng red lipstick sa labi. A fake smile formed on my lips. "I shouldn't be sad right now. I should be happy because I meet someone who made me a woman last night... how I wish I'll met him again." I grabbed my chanel bag and walk out through my room. Tahimik lang akong naglalakad pababa, patungo sa living room. Nakasalubong ko si Mommy ngunit ni isang tingin ay hindi ko siya tinignan. Nakapokus ang tingin ko sa daan at pinanatili ang sarili na tahimik. I should keep myself cold and fierce. I should make myself strong and brave. Binuksan ko na ang maindoor ngunit hindi pa man ako nakakalabas ay narinig ko si Mommy. "Go home early, we will meet your soon to be husband." Soon to be husband? Who? They arrange me with someone that I didn't love? They will arrange me again! Fck! Kailan ba ito matatapos? Matatapos pa nga ba? I let out a deep sigh. I don't have the mood to argue with her an