Give into me

na

il I physically gave up. His sweet presence was always near me, trying to c

ility to keep me alive.If I refused, then Antoin would come and place a IV i

t or couldn't keep the food down. It wasn't as if I did it on purpose but as if my body had a mind of it's own. And as always Frederic w

that. The warmth that he passed on to me, made me feel as if I was at home.

spoke little when Frederic was near, but a lot when he wasn't. I finally found out Jessi

in the depths of my soul that I wasn't ever going to leave. Tears never seemed to

tchen with Inga or in the backyard sitting o

earing at that moment while staring at the woods. I felt as if the wind

ou need anything." Inga said as she sat

sweetheart and tender touch showed that she cared for me as well. Inga was calm and wise, she

as well. Like maybe a tall, scary, sweet man named Eric. Yana and Yuri were twins, a boy and girl at the age of sixtee

himself. I know he's standin

t Inga, to see

up. ''I'll make something warm for the

de me. ''Have yo

Da

ric and the boys are

or one of the guys say. Like yes, no, hi, bye, goodnight. You know, s

asked if Eric could take her out with Yana and Yuri to the Bolshoi Theatre to

the mansion, but only with Eric and a couple of his men. Being sick has held me b

u grant her. Thank you for being sweet Frederic,

ng my heart melt

also sweet. She's a child and sh

ld him that I'll tell him, but only if he can put him in jail for a long time. He wasn't happy but eventually gave in to my idea. He had one of his men wait until Maryanne's mother was away from him. He video taped him in buying and selling drugs then sent it to the pol

ering you?" He asked as he stared into my

he time isn't right and that I should just trust you and I do, but

t all this was meant to happen and I'm just waiting for something big to unfold. If it's sadness you see, then it is. I miss my family, my home, miss my o

so much sadn

tell me why you're sad all the ti

gs of hot cocoa were topped with mocha whipped cream and cinnamon. A smile appeared on my f

yes. I'm guilty! And I'm not o

eaven in a cup. ''I think that's pretty old, I should proba

but not in a bad way. It was a silent moment that needed to come, it's relaxing to s

hands reached my cheeks and wiped away the tears that were falling uncontrollably. He pulled two gifts from his

ey haven't forgotten you, you are someone who can't be forgotten. For your age, I can tell that you have your mind-set right. You

d bracelet with a flower in the middle, was in a black velvet case. I

t have, let me just say. That it reminded me of you, how soft and beautiful it was. S

n I've ever met in my entire life, due to the circumsta

ver would anyone in the right mind dare to have thought this "so-called beast", could be as caring and

I said, admiri

r gift and held it,

' he said wi

in confusion. ''You can call your family to check on them, but only for a cou

h while kissing his cheek. I was to close, very close. His body was stiff and I felt I had don

assing the aw

omething wro

is feet as if it was more interesting than looking at

ve to take the phone away from you. I promise you next time you can talk

ppened? How will I do this? So many questions ran through my m

a small black phone that probably couldn't be traced. I looked up to see Fr

le more numbers after. He pressed the speaker on and the ringing came through. I felt

, Maggie speaking h

dn't scream. ''This is Eric, I was wondering if there's any news about Zen

so many times for leaving and making us worried about her. Her parents are happy knowing she's safe but don't know why she ran away with her friend. If you can give me an address to tell her that we're

as goi

ou. It would make her feel better but she's afraid that you don't love

eeded to be away. But no matter what, I will always love her, she is my child that I never had. Please tell her to continue to wri

ted to speak with her, I could do so now. ''You have o

l hear her voice soon. The call will end soon, take care

Bless your soul and heart. Bye my d

do. I pulled him close to me and hugged him tightly. "You'r

em freely. I didn't know how to tell you but I'm glad I did it thi

writing to them s

but I told them that it wasn't my place to tell them. Then Maggie came on the phone and thanked me for letting them know that you were alright. I would let one of my men give the mailman a letter, then he would drop it off at your house. I'm sorry for not telling you, I just didn't know how, I c

now about me, '' I a

life, but I promise you, as soon as I'm finished. You'll be free and leave this place forever, just try n

ballet show tonight, or will you sta

e, '' I asked

will you go?''

to see people in tight clothing dance.''

people trying to kill you, right? Mayb

d gently. ''Everything will be fine, besides, we will be in a pri

ted it when they did that, but it was out of respect for

tell Eric that I don't have to study tonight. I just want to enjoy the sho

ine. Five days were regular English school and two days were a Russian course that she wanted to learn. She complained in the beginning,

ook. ''Don't listen to him, yo

se Zena.'' She smiled wi