Kallycat123456
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Damaged
Others "I just want someone to need me, is that so bad?"
"I need you Amanda I do!" Mathew says to her without hesitation
"No you don't, you'll find someone better" she says and falls to her knees crying. "You deserve better."
"There is nothing better then you, you are the best." Mathew says and sits down and holds her close.
"I'm not the best I'm the worst, there's way better." She says
"Well I want you and only you"
"But no one ever has" she says calmed down a little "I have no one"
"Well I do Amanda... I-I love you... you have me."
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Amanda Ray Hart is a sixteen year old girl who has one sibling; a brother, who went with her mom when Amanda was only 6, she didn't go because her mother didn't want her, her mother blamed everything on her, said that it was her fault that her parents were getting divorced, her fault that her father got so mad and abused her mother; which is why her mother didn't want her, because she thought that her 6 year old daughter was the cause of everything bad. She has a rough life, her dads an alcoholic; and now ever sense her mom left he abuses her because he cant do it to her mother and he also feels as if everything is her fault just like her mother did, shes suicidal and shes depressed. But one day she meets a boy named Matthew Ray Wilson; The new kid at school, who she falls for. She tries not to show her feelings, she doesn't want him to see how damaged she really is so she tries to shut him out and push him away, scared of what he'll think. She doesn't want him to see her life, or what she goes through. She has a best friend who already knows part of how damaged she is, she knows shes suicidal and knows shes depressed but has no idea why, she tries to help her through it and Amanda just feels like a burden because of it. Eventually, she can't hide her feelings for Matthew, she can't push him away nor shut him out it won't work. Her life is about to change, All by just meeting one little person; who will change her life... forever 
