My Guardian's Kiss, A Bitter Sweet Goodbye

My Guardian's Kiss, A Bitter Sweet Goodbye

Catlaina Sloggett

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For ten years, I lived with my guardian, Cole, secretly loving him. He was my late brother's best friend, the man I had worshipped since I was eight. On my eighteenth birthday, I confessed my love with a painting. He ripped it to shreds, roaring, "I am your guardian, for God's sake!" He called my love a pathetic fantasy. Two months later, he was engaged. He forgot I had a deadly allergy to the mango dessert his fiancée offered me. Then, one night, he stumbled home drunk, pinned me to my bed, and kissed me while murmuring his fiancée's name. The next morning, he looked at me with disgust. "What are you doing in my bed, Cora?" My world shattered. The man who had spoiled me rotten, who promised to protect me forever, now saw me as disgusting and delusional. My decade of devotion had only burned me. But his cruelty was the final push I needed. I accepted a full scholarship to Juilliard, a one-way ticket out. On his birthday, I packed my bags, deleted his number, and walked out of his life forever. I would never look back.

My Guardian's Kiss, A Bitter Sweet Goodbye Chapter 1

For ten years, I lived with my guardian, Cole, secretly loving him. He was my late brother's best friend, the man I had worshipped since I was eight.

On my eighteenth birthday, I confessed my love with a painting. He ripped it to shreds, roaring, "I am your guardian, for God's sake!" He called my love a pathetic fantasy.

Two months later, he was engaged. He forgot I had a deadly allergy to the mango dessert his fiancée offered me.

Then, one night, he stumbled home drunk, pinned me to my bed, and kissed me while murmuring his fiancée's name. The next morning, he looked at me with disgust.

"What are you doing in my bed, Cora?"

My world shattered. The man who had spoiled me rotten, who promised to protect me forever, now saw me as disgusting and delusional. My decade of devotion had only burned me.

But his cruelty was the final push I needed. I accepted a full scholarship to Juilliard, a one-way ticket out. On his birthday, I packed my bags, deleted his number, and walked out of his life forever. I would never look back.

Chapter 1

I deleted the lock screen photo. The phone screen flickered, then went black, taking with it the last remnants of him from my life.

In that photo, Cole stood bathed in sunlight, a rare, relaxed smile playing on his lips. His eyes, usually sharp and guarded, looked soft, almost vulnerable. I remembered that day. It was our trip to the old lighthouse, a fleeting moment of peace before everything shattered.

For ten years, his face had been the first thing I saw every morning. He was the sun my world revolved around, the quiet steady beat of my heart. My secret love had consumed me. Now, I was extinguishing it myself.

The black screen was a stark, final canvas. My fingers trembled as I dropped the phone onto the nightstand. The cold condensation from my water bottle seeped into my palm. I picked it up, taking a long gulp. The icy liquid did nothing to cool the burning inside my chest.

I took a deep breath, picking up the phone again. My thumb hesitated over the contacts, then found a number I hadn' t dialed in years. It rang twice.

"Hello?" A gentle male voice answered, slightly muffled.

My own voice came out raspy, almost a whisper. "Dad? It's Cora. I got into Juilliard. Full scholarship."

There was a beat of stunned silence on the other end. Then, a joyous, uncontrolled laugh. "My little girl! I knew you could do it! New York, isn't it? Are you going?"

"Yes," I said, my voice firmer now. "I'm coming to New York. I want to be with you, Dad."

He didn't need to hear the rest. He didn't need to know my real reason for leaving. This full scholarship was my one, desperate chance. A one-way ticket out of my suffocating reality.

A soft sigh came through the phone. "Is it Cole again, sweetheart? Did he hurt you?"

"No," I lied, forcing a lightness into my tone. "It's nothing like that. It's just... Cole is getting engaged, Dad. He's moving on with his life. It wouldn't be right for me to stay in his house anymore. I'm eighteen. It's time I stood on my own two feet."

Another heavy silence. My father's voice, when he spoke again, was thick with emotion. "My poor girl. All these years, living in someone else's shadow. I never should have let him take you. I'm so sorry, Cora."

"It's okay, Dad," I choked out, a lump forming in my throat. My eyes pricked with tears I refused to shed.

"No, it's not," he insisted. "But it will be. My business is back on track. You won't have to depend on anyone ever again. I'll take care of you now, I promise."

"Okay," I managed, just barely.

After we hung up, I walked to the bathroom mirror. My eyes were swollen and red, a testament to the quiet torment I'd endured. Ten years. Ten years of loving a man who would never be mine. It was time to accept that bitter truth. I had to leave. I had to carve him out of my heart, piece by agonizing piece.

I took a deep breath, pushing the despair down. Cole's study light was still on downstairs. He was probably working late, as always. I clutched the Juilliard acceptance letter in my hand, its crisp edges digging into my palm. This was my future. This was my escape.

I hesitated outside his open study door. Through the narrow gap, I could see him. He was bent over his desk, profile sharp, dark hair falling across his forehead. His clean-cut suit jacket was draped over his chair. He was undeniably handsome, a monument of discipline and success. Cole Wilson. My late brother's best friend. My guardian. The man I had silently worshipped since I was eight.

"Cole?" I called softly.

He looked up, his brow furrowed. His gaze, usually so intense, felt cold. "Yes, Cora?"

Before I could speak, his phone buzzed on the desk. His eyes flickered to the screen. The coldness in his expression melted instantly, replaced by a tenderness that made my stomach churn.

"Isabela?" he murmured, a warmth in his voice I hadn't heard directed at me in months. "You're already here?"

Isabela Brooks. His girlfriend. His high-profile, impossibly chic fiancée.

He picked up the phone. "Yes, I just got back. I missed you too, love. No, don't worry about dinner. I'll order something to the apartment. Just come straight here." He chuckled, a low, intimate sound. "Yes, I know. Soon."

I stood frozen in the doorway, the scholarship letter in my hand now felt like a lead weight, pulling me down into a dark, bottomless pit.

It was exactly two months ago, on my eighteenth birthday. I had spent weeks preparing my confession, painting him a picture I titled "Secret." It depicted a young girl, her eyes wide with adoration, following the broad back of a man silhouetted against a setting sun. It was naïve, perhaps, but it was my heart laid bare.

When I presented it to him, he hadn't smiled. He hadn't even looked at the painting properly. Instead, his face contorted with a fury I had never seen. "What is this, Cora? Are you out of your mind?" he'd roared. "I am your guardian, for God's sake!"

My world had tilted. "But we're not blood-related, Cole! And you always... you always let me think..." I had cried, my voice breaking. "You spoiled me rotten, then you tell me this?"

He had laughed then, a harsh, humorless sound. "You can't distinguish between love and a guardian's affection, can you? It's pathetic." He snatched the painting from my hands, tearing it into jagged pieces. "This is what happens when you fantasize. Now go to your room."

He had walked away, leaving me alone with the shredded canvas, my heart splintered into a million pieces. I knelt, gathering the scraps, trying to fit them back together. But the picture was ruined. And so was I.

I used to believe that if I was good enough, talented enough, worthy enough, he would finally see me, truly see me. But then Isabela Brooks had walked into our lives, draped herself around his arm, and with a single, possessive glance, had claimed him.

It was over. My decade of loving him had only burned me.

I gripped the scholarship letter tighter. I had to leave. I had to remove him from my heart, even if it meant tearing myself apart in the process.

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“For ten years, I lived with my guardian, Cole, secretly loving him. He was my late brother's best friend, the man I had worshipped since I was eight. On my eighteenth birthday, I confessed my love with a painting. He ripped it to shreds, roaring, "I am your guardian, for God's sake!" He called my love a pathetic fantasy. Two months later, he was engaged. He forgot I had a deadly allergy to the mango dessert his fiancée offered me. Then, one night, he stumbled home drunk, pinned me to my bed, and kissed me while murmuring his fiancée's name. The next morning, he looked at me with disgust. "What are you doing in my bed, Cora?" My world shattered. The man who had spoiled me rotten, who promised to protect me forever, now saw me as disgusting and delusional. My decade of devotion had only burned me. But his cruelty was the final push I needed. I accepted a full scholarship to Juilliard, a one-way ticket out. On his birthday, I packed my bags, deleted his number, and walked out of his life forever. I would never look back.”
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