'My Ruthless Husband

CHAPTER 1

I am Mrs. Jade Naive Guaren—Sevara, well I had a perfect married life back then, I don't know where or when it started but this is really what happened.

We're high school lovers, well it's funny to think that we're on and off but we still fail at church.

after a years I got pregnant, maybe we were married for three years before I got pregnant, he's the happiest man I know when I told him I was pregnant.

We are here in the garden today while watching the flowers planted by his parents, it feels good.

He hugged me from behind while his head is resting in my arms, I pinched his hand that's why he slightly opened his eyes.

"Why?" He asked before sitting me down on the swing and swinging me there.

I am 4 months pregnant.

"Love, what gender do you want our baby to be?" I curiously asked, he just continued cradling me while thinking of what to answer.

"Hmm, if you ask me. I want a man." I smiled at him after he said his answer, same as mine.

"Well, what will you name it?" I asked again, nowadays I often ask him such questions, maybe it's just because of the excitement.

"Luke, but if you don't want it, we can change it." He sat next to me since the swing I was sitting on was big, he held my tummy to feel our baby.

"What if she's a girl? Are you still going to be happy?" I rested my head on his chest, he brushed my hair and nodded as an answer.

"Of course I will, besides you are the most important to me, whether we have a baby or not, we can still be happy, you'll always be my baby, Jade." I smiled after he said that.

But it was all a lie.month's had passed I am 6 months pregnant when this girl came into my life, she befriended me and after one month, she admitted to me that she likes my husband, she pushed me down the stairs of our house causing my child to miscarry .

Along with the loss of my son, I also lost my husband.

And you know what is the worst part? That girl who pushes me is his mistress.

I was walking in the heat while wiping my tears, I didn't know where I was going, my husband didn't even follow me.

"Taxi!" when I feel like I'm dizzy because of the extreme heat, I have nowhere else to go now but my parents' house, that's where I'll be returning after 4 years.

well, after my son fell, we were still pretty good, there were misunderstandings because we blamed each other for what happened, he always blamed me for the loss of our son.

Little by little I remembered the first fight we had.

"It's late, where are you from?" I met him, he ignored me, in fact he just passed me like the wind.

"Azriel I am talking to you, what are you doing to yourself? Just get drunk at night—." I asked worried, he put his hand on my mouth to shut me up.

I tried to remove his hand before facing him.

"Azriel, rest your liver."

"I'm tired, Jade. Please lecture me tomorrow, just like you said, it's late, why aren't you sleeping yet?"

"Maybe I'm worried, it's 2am in the morning and you're going home wasted, can't you just moved on from what happe—" I stopped after he hit the table, I admit. I felt fear.

"Can you just stop bringing up the topic? You don't want to accept that it was because of your negligence that our son was lost, because you weren't careful! It's your fault Jade," A strong slap made him stop, his head also tilted slightly because of the force.

"Yes! It's my fault Azi but please! don't talk to me like you're the only one who lost! Azriel is my son too! It hurts too but I can't do anything but move on!" I shouted at him, I bit my lower lip to stop the tears from falling in my eyes.

"So tell me? How can I move on Jade? Tsngina! That's our child, why do you seem so quick to just throw it away and tell me to move on." He shouted back, which is why I closed my eyes a little.

"Azi, if I don't move on, what will happen to us? If we both fall down, how can we get up again? It hurts me too but I'm trying to forget to help you get out! Because if I don't help you, maybe even our relationship won't recover completely!" I let my tears fall because I know something is wrong, we have a problem, that we are not okay.

I was crying silently inside the taxi while thinking how did we end up like this?

If we didn't lose our son, would everything end up like this?

I turned to the driver when he took a sip, he smiled at me before handing me the tissue.

"I'm sorry man." I apologized while wiping my tears.

"That's okay, go live now, crying is not good, it's ugly." He whispered so I laughed weakly, I nodded before forcing myself to stop crying.

What can my husband do now? Is he happy that I signed the divorce papers that he had to sign a long time ago? I just shook my head because of my thoughts.

I shouldn't stress myself, I'm not alone now, if only I had told him that I was pregnant, maybe there would be hope that we would be okay.

the car stopped in front of our house, I immediately reached for the payment before going inside.

I looked around the whole house, it was my unstoppable tears.

I sat on the sofa while remembering the fun things we did here, I smiled bitterly before getting up and going up to the bedroom.

I leaned my head on the door frame as I watched Azriel and I's room, this is probably the one I will miss the most.

I sniffed and that's when I noticed that my face was wet, I wiped the tears that were dripping before taking my suitcase.

One by one I put all my things there, clothes, shoes, I didn't leave anything. Almost all the things in the room belong to Azi, so it's less hassle to bring my things.

I looked around the whole house for the last time, I was about to open the door but I was stopped when it suddenly opened.

"Where are you going?" Azriel asked, looking down at the suitcase I was carrying before nodding.

"You're leaving." He added, I just nodded my head before continuing to pull my suitcase.

I was about to step out but I was immediately stopped when he spoke.

"Make sure you don't leave a single thing behind, Jade. I don't want to remember anything about you." I almost froze because of the pain after he said that.

Really Azriel? Do you really hate me that much.