Unwanted desire

"Dude," he hugged me and presented my snapback. Annoyed I removed his grip on my shoulder and re -edged my snapback.

“Why are you here? You're so old that you still want to play with children, ”I said to the man in the CTU Criminology uniform before lowering my skateboard.

“Is it my fault if I am the fastest sperm? It's because you're so slow, we won't be the same age, ”he complained and sat down on the bench.

"When I got older, I'm not gonna be like you," Nexus grinned and ran to the ramp while carrying his skateboard.

"Same!" I shouted and chased after Nexus.

"Rude people!" we heard him shout so Nexus and I both laughed.

“What’s up Nexus!” one of the skaters patted Nexus on the shoulder before looking at me. "Yow, JM."

I immediately climbed into my seat but I immediately frowned when I saw Calyx happily arguing on the bench, not caring that the women were already harassing him.

“Go Jaja and Nexus! Go, go, go! ”

"She's embarrassed to be a brother," Nexus shook his head so we laughed as a group.

Jayesa Mireya is the name given to me by my family, 11 years old and the youngest of the Khönigs. I introduce JM to my friends because I don’t want to let them know that I am the son of an actor. I'm sure they'll change their minds about Nexus and me when they find out.

They will think, we are just cool kids. Every afternoon I go straight here to practice, my parents don't know.

I was afraid that when they found out this was what I was doing every afternoon they would replace my bodyguard.

They are so protective of me that you think I am a baby.

I looked at my assistant bodyguard not far away who was watching me and holding a first aid kit, obviously worried about what I was doing. He is not really my bodyguard because he is the same age as my older brother Yuri.

It's like he's just an intern. His father is really my bodyguard and I can't see where he is again, maybe he's eating at the lomihan again.

I rotate my skateboard to avoid Nexus falling off his skateboard. I immediately stepped on the back of the board to stop in front of the Nexus that had just risen from the crash.

"Are you okay?" I will ask. He looked up at me and smiled.

“I’m fine. It’s just a scar, ”he replied and peered at her arm. He also immediately stood up and rubbed his pants before riding the skateboard again. I immediately smiled before following the Nexus exhibition again.

“That was good. It's just a lack of practice but your exhibition is good, ”I praised Nexus.

“Yeah you’re right. Sadly, the exam is near so we are cramming it again. ”

I inherited Nexus' complaint and looked up at the sky. The sky was orange when Nexus and I finished practice and we were currently walking home. Nexus is the younger brother of Calyx who is far-fetched in his behavior. I immediately stopped walking when I remembered Kuya Calyx.

"Why?" Nexus asked me. I looked at my fellow bodyguard.

"Joaquin, Brother Calyx?" I asked him.

“Lady Jayesa, I told you that before. You just can't hear me, ”he explained and bowed.

"Argh!" Nexus wiped his face. "Why do I feel like I'm still taking care of Kuya?" he complained and skateboarded down the park again. I just chose to walk to keep up with Joaquin who was still gasping from our climb into the subdivision. We found Kuya Calyx sleeping on the bench under a white light pole.

"Brother," Nexus woke up to his brother and tapped his ear. Annoyed, Calyx removed Nexus' hand and turned his back on us while still sleeping. Nexus took a deep breath before waking up the brother again.

Nexus is my age, so it's no wonder we're the closest to each other. When we were kids, my Yuri and Nexus were always jealous of us because we always played, unlike his Calyx who was just a group of friends.

Honestly, now I understand how Nexus felt then. My older brother Yuri is gone now, he is studying abroad and he has been there for two more years. It’s been a few years since he left and Calyx has stood up to my older brother. Before, Mika, my cousin, also visited me, now he doesn't. He is also busy preparing for his studies abroad.

Nexus shook Calyx. I handed Joaquin my bag and approached the sleeping man. I turned his face to me and slapped his cheek.

"Hey, wake up!" I continued to slap his cheek. He opened his eyes slightly before turning his back on us again.

“It’s still morning. It's still dark oh! ” he annoyed her and scratched her neck. "My class is still at 10 AM."

Nexus and I looked at each other before deciding to pull him down the bench. He looked at us angrily. Before he could complain, Nexus threw his bag at him.

“It's hard to wake up. It's even easier to melt gold. ”

"Ah, it's still night," Calyx whispered around him so Joaquin and I just laughed while Nexus shook his head and walked away.

I don’t know what time it was when I got home. I changed my clothes and gave Nexus my skateboard so Mommy wouldn't notice. Mommy and Daddy caught up with them talking on the laptop. Daddy immediately turned to me and motioned for me to come over. I quickly approached and peeked at what they were talking about on the laptop. It was as if my world stopped when I saw who they were talking to.

Mommy and Daddy caught up with them talking on the laptop. Daddy immediately turned to me and motioned for me to come over. I quickly approached and peeked at what they were talking about on the laptop.

It was as if my world stopped when I saw who they were talking to. Yuri’s face is a bit different now but I know he is. This is the first time he has called us since he flew to Ireland. I still remember how I fell asleep crying then and would wake up because of Mommy’s sobs.

I didn’t realize I was in front of my bedroom door. I couldn’t open my bedroom door, I just wanted to cry. I'm angry with my older brother Yuri, I know I miss him but I'm angry. Why did he have to leave? Why can't he just study here in the Philippines? How does he put up with Mommy and me?

"Lady Jayesa," a familiar voice called.

"Leave me alone!" I shouted and opened my bedroom door and inside cried. I miss my older brother Yuri. I lowered my face to my knees and struggled to keep my sobs from escaping.

I looked up when I noticed a few pieces of candy under my door. I wiped away my tears and stared at the insertion of some more candy. I listened to the voice of the one at the other door, obviously arguing. I stood up and opened my bedroom door. The three men who put candy under my door were stunned and at the same time looked up at me. Joaquin quickly stood up and bowed to me.

"I hope you're feeling well Lady Jayesa," he said without leaving the nod. Next Nexus stood up and placed a few pieces of my hair behind my ear to cover my face. I looked at Calyx who was just staring at me and obviously worried. He remained sitting on the floor and leaning against the door. He opened his arm.

"Come here."

I quickly knelt down and hugged Calyx and made him cry. I miss my own brother. Calyx doesn't speak but he calms me down by caressing my hair.

"I miss Yuri," I sobbed. "But I'm still mad at him."

"Why are you mad at him?" he pulled away from me and touched both my cheeks. “Your older brother Yuri did the same for your family. Nor is it easy for him to be away from you. He doesn’t have parents in Ireland, he is alone. ”

"Eh why didn't he just come home here?"

"Because there are things he can't learn until he sees your company. Yuri is studying hard so that he can set up a branch here in the Philippines so that he doesn't have to leave in the future or even your Daddy, he doesn't have to leave the country for meetings. Trust him, he will come back. Next time, don't run away from your brother. Talk to him. Say you love him and you miss him. That’s great, I’m sure. ”

Two more years later, Yuri never called again. He is now graduating in Ireland and he graduated as valedictorian. Mommy and Daddy were both there while I was left here with Aunt Noe, busy with the upcoming exam.

"Is there a problem?" Aunt Noe asked me while she was busy with her four -month -old baby. I sighed before leaning back on the sofa. I was shocked.

“My older brother Yuri is coming home, isn’t he. I would like to make a banner for one day when I meet my older brother at the airport. It's just that I don't know how to do it, we have an exam tomorrow. ”

“Jaja, just focus on your studies. I'm sure Yuri will be happier when your exam scores are good.

Why don’t you just show him that when he arrives, ”he smiled at me. Immediately my face lit up at what I heard. He's right, Kuya will be happier when I show him good scores.

We had just finished our exam and Kuya Calyx picked me up at school to pick up Kuya Yuri at the airport.

He is still in uniform and has just finished his training. I excitedly got in his car and quickly fastened my seatbelt.

"You miss my brother too," I said and Calyx laughed at me.

“Who doesn't? Finally, my brotherhood with a stubborn person like you will end, ”he laughed in response to me.

“Thank you Brother Cal. I know you stressed out taking care of me while I was growing up but you didn’t fail. I just think you're really lacking, ”I laughed jokingly.

"I'll crash it into the truck in front of the two of us, so you can't see your brother."

"What are you, just kidding hahaha!"

"Joke joke. Nexus hurts you both. Yuri's character is growing. Sometimes I feel like you're really Nexus' brother and not me. ”

"Sus, you're still contributing, no one is proposing to you."

"You're harsh on me," he complained and looked hurt so the whole trip I just teased him.

Yuri's plane landed at seven in the evening but Calyx and I arrived at the airport just before 6:30 and were waiting for Mommy to arrive.

"What is that?" Calyx's attention to the banner I was sewing.

“Welcome banner . This is a compilation of my exam for two days. I want him to see that even without him, I still come from school. ”

"Wow, that will make your Yuri happy," Calyx smiled at me and helped me put together my test papers. He also wrote ‘Welcome Home Yuri Boy’.

I don’t know how long ‘I’ve been waiting for my brother while squatting and holding my banner. I want to see him. I miss Yuri. The amount I wanted to show him. I want to show that I'm good at school, that I'm good at skateboarding. I also want to have him read the novels I am writing that are now also about to be published.

I immediately wiped away my tears when I remembered how yuri used to write my stories so that I would never forget when I was older.

"Jaja, I'll take care of that," Calyx offered me. I quickly shook my head and smiled.

"It's OK. I want him to see me first when he arrives. ”

Moments later I saw Mommy being harassed by reporters, Daddy separated from her who quickly veered off the road when I noticed. I followed Daddy's gaze until he came to me.

"Jaja, what are you doing here?" he asked me and looked again for Mommy who was now surrounded by bodyguards approaching us.

I will ask. He was stunned by my question and looked at the banner I was holding. Cal immediately took the banner from me and held it up.

"Sweetheart, why are you here?" Mommy asked me but my eyes searched for Yuri.

"Where is he?" I also asked him.

"Son, what's the matter?"

"He's not coming home, Ja," Daddy said directly so I was stunned. I'm confused. Even Calyx was shocked to see us and lowered the banner he was holding.

"What about uncle?" he asked my Daddy. Daddy immediately grabbed both my shoulders.

I looked at one of his trembling hands. I turned my gaze back to him with watery eyes.

"What do you mean?" I whispered. Daddy immediately wiped the tears dripping from my eyes. “ said he has only been in Ireland for six years. It's been six years now Daddy, why isn't he still coming home? ” I sobbed.

“brother wants to train with the company for two years. Promise, has only been in Ireland for two years. After that, he’ll stay here for good. ”

"No," I pushed my father away from me. “He’s a liar. He broke his promise. Can’t he go home at least to see me and then he can just go back to Ireland if he still wants to train? That’s unfair! It’s so unfair for my part that I am waiting for someone who doesn’t even want to come back! ”

“Son, that’s not true. Kuya misses you so much and he wants to be back immediately.

He just needs to finish training so he doesn't have to leave, ”Mommy cried holding my arm.

“No, I won’t believe him. Even if he doesn't come back, he's just there. He doesn’t need it, he wants it! ”

I quickly ran away from them, regardless of some people getting angry when I bumped into them. I left the airport with my eyes dimming because of my tears. I hate him

I gasped as someone pulled me from behind. We both sat on the floor while he held ‘me.

“Are you okay? Does anything hurt?" Calyx asked me and looked at my arms in confusion. I quickly hugged her, regardless of the people around us.

“It’s fine, Jaja. Just fast two years. You will notice one day, your older brother Yuri is home. ”

“I hate him,” I sobbed.

“No, you don’t really hate him. You’re just disappointed. stop it Jaja, ”she wiped away my tears. “Look, you almost got hit by a taxi because you were already running. What do you think your Yuri will feel when something bad happens to you? ”