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om my hands and clatter
anything except stare at the boy outside the wi
had taken my reflection and changed it just slightly. Made it male. Mad
ndamentally, imp
he past week. The one that had been driving me crazy, making it impossible to sleep
I'd been searching for without
lse. Recognition. Understanding. A feeling so overwhelm
new
knew him the way I knew my own heartbeat. Th
was par
hit me with
floors and hiding from bullies. Older memories. D
afe and complete. Another heartbeat beside mine, perfectly syn
ot too sick to talk much. Stories about the night she found me. A baby in a torn bas
oned another baby
rstood with absolute certainty that there had been two of u
been torturing me for days, was him. Calling to me. His s
ted working for the headmaster who treated me like property instead of a
me from her violent mate who would have killed me if he'd found us. Taught me t
rking myself to exhaustion for a man who saw me as free labor.
s, I realized now. I'd felt alone my entire li
of me had b
aring at me through
oving, climbing down from the tree branch with surprising grace. He lan
ard
nted to run to him. Part of me wanted to run away and hide. Part of me wa
ound level of the building. Then I heard it. Footsteps
somehow. And he was
assroom opened slowly, and there he was. Standing in the doorway, backlit by the dim
eight even though he looked well-fed and I was too thin. Same silver-grey eyes. Same dark hai
howed me what I could have been
Moving slowly, carefully, like he was ap
't move. My feet felt
se enough that I could see my own shock reflected in his eyes. Close enough that
ither of us could speak, we
hand. My
gnets being pulled together by a
alms touched, th
would have fallen if the boy hadn't
silver cloth that glowed with dying magic. Another baby besi
with love. Pressing kisses to two tiny foreheads. W
n the moon calls, you
y from each other. My hand losing grip of small fingers that matched my own. The de
. Being alone for the first
ssroom, staring at the boy who was staring
The same memory had hit both of
Two halves of one soul that had b
ars apart, we'd finally
ars. Not when the woman died. Not when the headmaster beat me for working too slowl
lent tears that fell hot
to cry too, but no tears came. Just that same expression of o
ands tighter, an
crying silently, while something that had been broken i
Where a
d from upstairs, harsh and a
ave the whole building to myself to clean. But I could hear his heavy footste
ng fo
n't answer. Punishment I couldn't avoid. He might throw me out
Accuse him of trespassing. Call
ust found him. Not when touching him made
o, understood the danger even without me explaining. His hand ti
or h
and pulled him toward the corner of the classroom where I'd hidde
ply cabinet. Small. Dark. Barely big
ould hav
, pulling the boy behind me. He followed without hesitati
l his heart racing against my shoulder, could feel his breath on my hair. Our
e headmaster's foots
"You left the bucket and brush in the middle of the floor. Do
I didn't correct him. Couldn't
my mouth gently, his eyes telling me to s
he headmaster's footsteps moved through the classroom. I heard him kick
I'll make you regret b
ting off him in waves. His whole body had gone tense, like he
y still. This wasn't his fight. He didn't un
ront of the supply cabinet, so close I could hear his ragged breathing. I held my breath and
n't hide forever," he called out. "I'll find you even
sroom. I heard him climbing the stairs
inutes, making sure he was really gone. Only when I wa
ng space, I couldn't see his face clearly. But I could feel him. Feel the warmth of
n my eight years of life,
ain in the darkness, a
eing separated for eight years, despite living in
certainty, that I was ne
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