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pace for what felt like hours
ll that every breath I took brushed against the boy's chest, every slight movement pres
imagined this. That
ourth floor. The sound echoed through the building, followed by
y started to pull away from our hiding spot. The boy followed my
ook at him in the light. He was staring at me with the same in
at to do next. How did you talk to someone when neither of you could speak? How did you
was going to say something, then closed again when nothing came ou
My eyes widened. Of course. Writing. The woman had taught me to read and write
a blank page and wrote something q
are
cil from him with shaking hands. My handwriting was messier than his,
know. Wh
thing like relief crossed
ing estate on the western side of the pack. I
the pen
t name. I live here at the school.
de when he read tha
ace. We're connected somehow. I've felt like part o
s again as I nodded
le in my chest where something should be. It got worse this wee
twin. That we were separated as babies. When our hands to
led as I wrot
eads. Silver cloth. Water everywhere. Your hand
s face crumpled with emot
. I found you. We
right. After eight years of being incomplete, of feeling like half
woman who'd found me in the river, who'd loved me and protected me until she died. About the headmaster who
e cold woman named Vivienne who hated him. About living in a mansion and having tutors
e I'd grown up in poverty and abuse. But underneath those differences, we were the same. Bo
sed to be someone else there but they were gone. Now I know why
mply, because what e
d the window. The sky outside was starting to lighten with the fir
hey notice I'm gone, there will be too many questions
life to go back to, a family waiting for him. And I had... this. A
sion and grabbed t
. We just found each other
t to sound desperate eve
k? After midnight?
Of course yes. I'd do whate
catches me? I wrote,
with determination be
ing you here alone anymore. We're supposed to be togeth
ot the pulling sensation that had brought him here
he notepad and h
read it until next week, write everythi
thing I'd ever been given. Because it was. It was proof that he
ood there in the growing dawn light, two eight-year-o
ulled me
ce. But his arms around me felt nothing like the headmaster's angry shov
like com
for several long moments, we just held each o
were suspiciously bright. He pic
ck. I promis
oom door. He paused in the doorway and looked back
isappearing into th
otepad he'd given me and touching my chest wh
ut more like a stretched connection. Like a rope tying me to something p
e in my life, I f
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