Silent Hearts, Golden Lies

er focus. It kept her mind busy, away from the school hallway, Chloe's smile, or Julian Reed's words

kept kicking the seat in front of him. The woman next to Elara talked l

d against the window and

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rice had ripped it out two years ago because the hydrangeas "attracted insects." It had a blue door her father painted t

. Beatrice had repainted it

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tiful in a calculated way, sharp cheekbones, always dressed, never a hair out of place. People at her father's office e

got stuck, as it often did around Beatrice,

at her over the

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as de

eatrice set her glass down and looked Elara over, inspecting

water had dried into a tide mark across

led something

ddle. When she spoke clearly, her voice was low

she was almost never outright unkind. She was precise, honing in on Elara'

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ked to th

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d on the bo

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ady picked up her

ned a page. "You left your science textbook on the dining table this morning. I put

tared a

ked up, mildly curious, as if as

he'd had since year ten, filled w

hed through

id, turning another page. "Now you have a re

eded to do, and she would not cry. She had a rule about crying. She hadn't cried since the morning her mother's car disappeared down their ol

adn't forgot

d just

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ognized the rhythm of his entry-keys on the hook, briefcase on the floor, s

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carried through. "I was working

aus

ther said generally

lated t

r conversation and Beatrice laughing at something. She made three

books shelved by subject, her desk facing the wi

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ard: Two

ers, with child-like handwriting:

her mother's

and opened her noteb

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came q

umber from the class list, the teacher's assis

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to check anyth

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stop guessing

n again and tried to

r and bright, and her father's voice joining in, the

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back to her

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not afford