LOVE ME OR HATE ME

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on was always the lo

lar energy of people who had been holding their professional faces in place since morning and were finally allowed to exhale. I usual

othing but the dull familiar ache that ha

ooked at me in that moment with those dark focused eyes that missed absolutely nothing and I had felt completely and terrifyingly exposed. Like every feeling I had

fore the second ring. Delivering files with military precision. Keeping my ey

not h

the break room counter

d enters the space. I turned around with my cup in my hand and found Marcus Reed standing in the center of the break

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carefully. "Wha

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forty people felt cruel and I was not a crue

cket pocket and my heart st

ork harder than anyone on this floor. I have watched you give everything to this job and still have warmth left over for every perso

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y brain had stopped receiving information properly. My eyes went wide and my chest tightene

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ow good Marcus Reed was or how sincerely he meant every word he had just said. I could no

ras and all these watching eyes and all these people who would carry this

outh and noth

hen I was overwhelmed and looking for something I could not name out loud. Past

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king for him and

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he crowd between me and the door parted slowly to reveal my boss standing at the entrance of the break room in his full composed a

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the room fell

even and final in a way that closed every other soun

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of that break room with forty pairs of eyes burning into my back and a

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of his desk and looked at each other and the silence between us was so loaded and so heavy an

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