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ly occasioned on a busy day. She showed it by brushing away viciously at Margaret's hair, under pretence of being in a great hurry to go to Mrs. Hale. Yet, after all, Margaret had to wait a long time in the drawing-room before her
, could speak as if briefs, success, and all its superficial consequences of a good house, clever and agreeable society, were the sole avowed objects of his desires. Oh dear! how she could have loved him if he had but been different, with a difference which she f
how Dixon had complained that the ironing-blanket had been burnt again; and how Susan Lightfoot had been seen with artificial flowers in her bonnet, thereby giving evidence of a vain and giddy character. Mr. Hale sipped his tea in abstracte
me sighing deeply. Mrs. Hale went out to consult with Dixon about some winter clothing for the poor. Margaret was preparing her mother's worsted w
start. 'Is that tapestry thing of immediate consequence? I mean, can you leave it a
be thought of in marriage; and secondly, she did not know if her father might not be displeased that she had taken upon herself to decline Mr. Lennox's proposal. But she soon felt it was not about anything, which having only lately and suddenly occurred, could have given rise to any
stone, pap
nner, opening his lips to speak several times, but closing them again without having the courage to utter a word.
ear papa? D
ly, and then said with a s
ger be a minister in t
time to time in cathedral towns. They were grand and imposing places, but if, to go there, it was necessary to leave Helstone as a home for ever, that would have been a sad, long, lingering pain. But nothing to the shock she received from Mr. Hale's last speech. What could he mean? It was all the worse for bei
u no longer be a clergyman? Surely, if the bishop were t
u about it. I will answer any questions this once, but after to-night let us never speak of it again. I can meet the cons
o religion?' asked Margare
e paused. Margaret sighed, as if standing on the verge of some new h
nch my smouldering doubts by the authority of the Church. Oh! Margaret, how I love the holy Church from which I am to be shut out!' He could not gohurches,'- continued Mr. Hale, smiling faintly - 'trying to steal some of th
nd rocking. What could she say? What was to be done? The sight of her distress made Mr. Hale nerve himself, in order to try and comfort her. He swallowed down the dry choking sobs which had been heaving up from h
is hand in hers and grasped it tight, but she could not lift up her head; nor
. Oldfield, minister of Carsington, in Derbyshire, a hundred and sixty years ago, or more. His trials are o
n God will not use thee in one kind, yet He will in another. A soul that desires to serve and honour Him shall never want opportunity to do it; nor must thou so limit the Holy One of Israel as to think He hath but one way in which He can glorify Himself by thee. He can do it by thy silence as well as by thy preaching; thy laying aside as well as thy continuance in thy work. It is not pretence of doing God the greatest service, or performing the weightiest duty, that will excuse the least sin, though that sin capacitated or gave u
closer, 'think of the early martyrs; th
flushed, tear-wet face, 'the early martyrs suffer
t on. 'Your poor mother's fond wish, gratified at last in the mocking way in which over-fond wishes are too often fulfilled - Sodom apples as they are - has brought on this crisis, for which I ought to be, and I hope I am thankful. It is not a month since the bishop offered me another living; if I had acce
w words of self-reproach and humiliation, of which M
the old sad burden we
see. B
gn this vicarage. He has been most kind; he has used arguments and expostulations, all in vain - in vain. They are but what I have tried upon myself, without avail. I shall have to take my deed of resignation, and wait upon the bishop myself,
tings to the pain; it was better to be stunned into numbness by hearing of all these arrangements, which
o walk about again before he answer
ight to expect - and this will be such a blow to her, that I have never had the heart, the power to tell her. She must be told though, now,' said he, looki
- as the force of the blow returned upon herself in trying to realise how another would take it. 'Where are we t
, although his daughter's love had made her cling to him, and for a moment strive to s
The manufacturing
the same desponde
e, papa?'
. Because I know no one there, and no one kno
g their future life, as she saw the gathering gloom on her father's brow. But he, with his quick intuitive sympath
stress turns me sick with dread. If I tell you all, perhaps you could break it to her tomorrow. I am going out for the day,
er life before. She could not speak, all at once. Her father said, 'You dislike it very much, d
e, and I will do it as well as ever I can.
again into a burst of crying. To turn her thoughts, she said: 'Now tell me, papa, what our plans are. You
has always gone to Frederick, since he has been abroad. I don't know if he wants it all,' he
stly treated by his own. A hundred is left Could not you, and I, and mamma live on a
And a hundred a year would go a very little way, after the necessary wants of housekeeping are met, towards providing your mother with all the comforts she has been accustomed to, and ought to have. No: we must go to Milton. That is settled. I c
r all, what did it signify where they w
f doubt became more than I could bear without speaking,
ow who he is. Frederick's godfather - y
on has become such a large manufacturing town. Well, I had reason to suspect - to imagine - I had better say nothing about it, however. But I felt sure of sympathy from Mr. Bell.
said Ma
too bustling for one of his habits - he is obliged to keep up some sort of connecti
at in the world do manufacturers want with the classics
. Some want their children to be better instructed than they themselves have been. At any rate, there is an opening, as I have said, for a private tutor. Mr. Bell has recommended me to a Mr. Thornton, a tenant of his,
t a detestation for all she had ever heard of the North of England, the manufacturers, the people, the wild and bleak country
sked Margaret, aft
ur mother knows nothing about it yet: but I think, in a fortnight; - a
was almos
fort
ious hesitation, as he noticed the filmy sorrow that came over her eyes, and
dedly, as you say. Only mamma to know nothing ab
h, if I were not married - if I were but myself in the world,
y, 'say - tell me it is a night-mare - a horrid dream - not the real waking truth! You cannot mean that you are really going to leave the Churc
rigid stillness
me steady, stony manner, for some moments after he had done speaking. She, too, gazed back with pleading eyes before she would believe that it was irrevocable. Then she arose and went, without another word or look, towards the d
f God be upon t
is blessing might be irreverent, wrong - might hurt him as coming from his daughter, and she threw her arms round his neck. He held her
r in the full consciousness of all that was before them. Mr. Hale hurriedly said -'Go,
ed to the drawing-room in a stunne