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The Author of Beltraffio

Chapter 2 No.2

Word Count: 4207    |    Released on: 04/12/2017

use. Her husband joined me in a moment, looking, I thought, the least bit conscious and constrained, and said that if I would come in with him he would show me my room. In looking back upon these

I mean that first afternoon-Mark Ambient struck me as only enviable. Allowing for this he must yet have failed of much e

little boy of yours. I've

we went, "do you cal

cinating. He's like some p

e, grasping my arm. "Oh don't c

at my surprise. Immediately afterwards, however, he

th his little future-it seemed to me to hang by threads of suc

" he commented on this. "You

t struck with you," I cried, "you

ntly: "As for my small son, you know, we shall probably kill him between us before we've done with him!" And he made this assert

an by spoi

fighting

to keep for you," I said. "Let

of being perfectly serious. "It would be quite the be

iged to you for

limits of my young ability, but I wondered what such a service might be, feeling at bottom nevertheless that the only thing I could do for him was to like him. I suppose he guessed this and was grateful for what was in my mind, since he went on presently: "I haven't the advantage of bein

" I said; and before he left me to dress for dinner

ans. She suggested a symbolic picture, something akin even to Dürer's Melancholia, and was so perfect an image of a type which I, in my ignorance, supposed to be extinct, that while she rose before me I was almost as much startled as if I had seen a ghost. I afterwards concluded that Miss Ambient wasn't incapable of deriving pleasure from this weird effect, and I now believe that reflexion concerned in her having sunk again to her seat with her long lean but not ungraceful arms locked together in an archaic manner on her knees and her mournful eyes addressing me a message of intentness which foreshadowed what I was subsequently to suffer. She was a singular fatuous artificial creature, and I was never more than half to penetrate her motives and mysteries. Of one thing I'm sure at least: that they were considerably less insuperable than her appearance announced. Miss Ambient was

carce aware of the impression she mainly produced, beyond having a general idea that she made up very well as a Rossetti; he was used to her and was sorry for her, wishing she would marry and observing how she didn't. Doubtless I take her too seriously, for she did me no harm, though I'm bound to allow that I can only half-account for her. She wasn't so mystical as she looked, but was a strange indirect uncomfortable embarrassing woman. My story gives the reader at best so very small a knot to untie that I needn't hope to excite his curiosity by delaying to remark that Mrs. Ambient hated her sister-in-law. This I learned but later on, when other matters came to my knowledge. I mention it, however, at once, for I shall perhaps n

finish of his printed prose be really, as some people have maintained, a fault. There was such a kindness in him, however, that I've no doubt it gave him ideas for me, or about me, to see me sit as open-mouthed as I now figure myself. Not so the two ladies, who not only were very nearly dumb from beginning to end of the meal, but who hadn't even the air of being struck with such an exhibition of fancy and taste. Mrs. Ambient, detached, and inscrutable, met neither my eye nor her husband's; she attended to her dinner, watched her servants, arranged the puckers in her dress, exchanged at wide intervals a remark with her sister-in-law and, while she slowly rubbed her lean white hands between the courses, looked out of the window at the first signs of evenin

ng them with extraordinary humour and with a due play of that power of ironic evocation in which his books abound. He had a deal to say about London as London appears to the observer who has the courage of some of his conclusions during the high-pressure time-from April to July-of its gregarious life. He flashed his faculty of playing with the caught image and liberating the wistful idea over the whole scheme of manners or conception of intercourse of his compatriots, among whom there were evidently not a few types for which he had little love. London in short was grotesque to him, and he made capital sport of it; his only allusion that I can remember to his own work was his saying that

tutionally, on Mark Ambient's "side." This was the taken stand of the artist to whom every manifestation of human energy was a thrilling spectacle and who felt for ever the desire to resolve his experience of life into a literary form. On that high head of the passion for form the attempt at perfection, the quest for which was to his mind the real search for the holy grail-he said the most interesting, the most inspiring things. He mixed with them a thousand illustrations from his own life, from other lives he had known, from history and fiction, and above all from the annals of the time that was dear to him beyond all periods, the Italian cinque-cento. It came to me thus that in his books he had uttered but half his thought, and that what he had kept back from motives I deplored when I made them out later-was the finer and braver part. It was his fate to make a great many still more "prepared" people than me not inconsiderably wince; but there was no grain of bravado in his ripest things (I've always maintained it, though often contradicted), and at bottom the poo

to be feverish?" Ambient asked. "He

ked him about too much

nity to triumph!" said my friend with a bright

," I ventured to remark by way

d-you don't know the nature of wiv

ossibly not; but I know

iss Ambient quite tremendously and with her

oy," her brother went on. "

"-as to which our young lady looked a

ing perfect as a mot

her point

r of "Beltraffio." And he left the room;

rally had some exchange of remarks, which began, I think, by my

lly unlike others of our class?-which indeed mostly, in England, is awful. We'

o, four-surely, surely; so that I don't think I understand your

sons like his wife," Miss

ter when you've told me

he doesn't like his ideas. She doesn't like th

ate this announcement. But the effect of it was to make me, after staring a moment, burst into laughter which I insta

I asked. "Surely he can't tell one from a

one side and her eyes fixed themselves on futurity. Then of a sudden came a strange alteration; her face lighted to an effect more joyless than

s," I prosaically answered. "

nquiries and observations my young lady treated me till we heard her brother's step in the hall again and Mark Ambient reappeared. He was so flushed and grave that I supposed he had seen somethin

anxious," I as pr

ay there might have been a touch of the ridiculous in such a confession, but I liked my new friend so much that i

r," said Miss Ambient

er man of genius. At last I prepared to leave him, and then, to my ineffable joy, he gave me some of the sheets of his forthcoming book-which, though unfinished, he had indulged in the luxury, so dear to writers of deliberation, of having "set up," from chapter to chapter, as he advanced. These early pages, the prémices, in the language of letters, of that new fruit of his imagination, I should take to my room and look over at my leisure. I was in the act of leaving him when the door of the study noiselessly opened and Mrs. Ambient stood before us. She observed us a moment, her candle in her hand, and then said to her husband that as she supposed he hadn't gone to bed she had come down to let him know Dolcino was more quiet and would probably be better in the morning. Mark Ambient made no reply; he simply slipped past her in the doorway, as if f

it would seem, to be quite "thick" with my host-that there was no fitness in my appealing to her for sympathy in such a case; before we separated, I say, she remarked to me with her quick fine

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