Dr. Breen's Practice
st of his time at Jocelyn's, where he kept his mare for use in going upon errands for Mrs. Maynard. Grace saw him constantly, and he was always doing little things for her with a di
nsatiable of them. She took a pleasure in these attentions, as if they had been for some one else. In this alien sense she liked to be followed up with a chai
she had fallen into the habit of going to him with difficulties. He had a prompt common sense that made him very useful in emergencies, and a sympathy or an insight that was quick in suggestions and expedients. Perhaps she overrated other qualities of his in her admiration of
r. Libby?" she asked,
e matter?" he d
ng downcast," she c
n't suppose it would be very polite, under the circ
n uses, not because she would have chosen it, but because she thinks that he has an exact intention in it, which cou
en, "How did you know
it was time. What are you keeping bac
keep back. But there is n't anything. There have n't been any a
hy
d be equal to it,
kly found comfort in the praise which s
hy I should n'
not fit to be
you
g," she said. "But I thank you, thank you ve
an't think of everything. I've been trying to find out something. I'm going over to Leyden, now, to try to wake up somebody in Cheyenne who knows Maynard." He looked ruefully at Grace, who listened with anxious unintelligen
e you going?
" he answere
same
ut to rights. She wa
looking down at her in the chair into wh
all have the tide with me both ways. I can mak
hou
es
as the same ascetic nature would once have found in fasting or the scourge, prevailed with her. She rose. "Mr. L
eeze; just right. Yo
ough! I should not care if it stormed! I hope i
's prayer, and went down into Mrs. Maynard's room, and insinuated misgivings in which the sick woman found so much reason that they began for the first time to recognize each other's good qualities. They decided that the treatm
rooms, Grace met no one on the beach but Miss Gleason and Mrs. Alger, who rose f
o Leyden?" he asked joc
you're going?" Miss Gle
rtainly.
you are
she might have nothing to do but admire
thing," said the elder wo
she does it," murmured Miss
it for pleasure,"
returned Miss Gl
Mr. Libby se
ver marry HIM!" s
empting gave her a buoyancy long unfelt. She laughed in gayety of heart as she helped the young man draw his dory down the sand, and then took her place at one end while he gave it the last push and then leaped in at the ot
had a man to
u," he said, looking up at her aslant. "Are you afraid to trust my
and the light wind filled it. Libby made the sheet fast, and, sitting down in the stern on the other side, took the tiller and headed the boat toward the town that shimmered in the
he said, looking into her
d a little. "Oh, I am better th
hour between us and news or no news from Maynard, and I sho
oke, if that will he
reality. But yo
why
of smoking in your presence. And we take
ings we do dream of people. But am I so
acco and some cigarette papers, and putting the
fted his eyes from his work, on which he
g your skill,"
as worth a voyage
thought the voya
. She took them and made a cigarette. "It took me a whole day to learn to make bad
oke it, if you wan
e more? I can't sm
," she said, offerin
n. I'll s
and scanned the beautiful bay, which they had almost wholly to themselves. They passed a collier lagging in the deep channel, and signalling for a pilot to t
ow them?"
ies like to take these lib
a self-scornful curl of the lip, which presently softened
han a sail. It is all the world while it lasts.
bay, roughened everywhere by the breeze, but yellowish green in the channels and dark with the thick growth of eel-grass in the shallows; t
she said, still looking at the sk
would n't,"
ve times when you are sorry that you ever tried to
times,-when I wish that I
not having tried to do anything; but to be ashamed of havi
her to further confidence; and women like men who have this w
t have never tried at all. If you could, that would be some consolat
deal like failure from the inside. It must be a poor creature that comes up to his own mark. The best way is
in thinking about y
w and then. But I soon get through: t
ing in her earnestness: it was there that her charm lay. "I want
ing from the water, and flashing under it again at sight of them with a swish that sent the spray into the air. She sprang to her feet. "Oh, look at those things! Look at them! Look at t
l of them. Did you never see
e shouted; as one of them glanced sadly at her over its shoulder, and
hey started at his voice, and wriggling and twisting and bumping themselves over the earth to the water's edge, they plunged in. "Their walk isn't so graceful as their swim.
h her hand pressed h
y ever k
o take that
s murder!" She withdrew
ow tide, about ten o'clock, one night, and got between the water and the
t?" she demanded,
he tide came in,
glad o
nk y
you want
to ask you to sit on this side," he added, loosening the sheet and preparing to shift th
be late," she said, with an
wind falls then, I can get a horse at
el
en, "Did you ever hear them
at is i
ce. "Well!" he said with the reproduction of a strong nasal, "of course I don't believe there's anythi
on, Mr. Adams," she
ad again to one
ky, and began a soft, low, coaxing sibilation between his teeth. "S-s-s-s; s-s-s-s-s-s! Well, it don't stand to reason it can bring the wind-S-s-s-s-s-s-s; s-s-s-s. Why, of course it 's all
l!" cried
we should get it from the look of the sky before I proposed to whistl
rio
be serious just before th
now." He did not insist, and she said presently, "I thought the sailors had a s
r strikes twice in the same place. And I
t behaving wel
re that. She didn't ti
. She abandoned herself with a weak luxury to the respite from suffering and anxiety; she made herself the good comrade of the young man whom perhaps she even tempted to flatter her farther and farther out of the dreariness in which she
ing over the rail, saluted Libby with the significant gravity which one you
. "Do you know your
his tim
a sail. What would he say if you were to
who you are.
thes you came over
pose you la
he courage to do it. B
friend." This also amused her. "I sho
laborate description. I could n't get
nger a vision of gray stone and pale marble. A coal-yard, and a brick locomotive house, and rambling railroad sheds stretched along the water-front. They
arm up these steps and up the wharf; and she kept it as they climbed the sloping elm-shaded village street t
reet which they had ascended. "You can sit here
professionally appropriat
an make a pretense of wanting some soda. It is the proper thing to t
what would have looked like coquettish hesitation in another, while she glanced at the
hat led to the telegraph office. A young man stood at the machine with a cigar in
d. "I've got something here for you." He read: "Despatch
" crie
Bluffs. Want
at 's t
said the
in like the anxious hen whose manner the most awful and mysterious of the elemen
ld account for the delay. Well, Mrs. Maynard doesn't know how long it takes to come from Cheyenne, and we can tell her he's on the way, and has telegraphed." They
e wind
shall have a
of getting a horse. I can go b
hat I think," h
y were once more seated in the boat, and the sail was pulling in the fresh breeze, she turned to hi
don't know in the l
me that the oper
her operator is
d, and fell b
there. They have to have two opera
he had suffered her to be silent as long as she would,
had been experiment
him. "Oh, I dare say you were curious. Don't you suppose I have noticed that men are pu
you would like to b
d n't treat e
treat Mrs.
"You treat me
at? We treat every
, I
ce, because I think you are one of the kind that d
ns," she said. "You are very peculiar!" She waited a whi
are very
ow
are p
ide so ver
in w
. That's very common, nowadays. Why don't you tell me som
r. He seemed to decide that she was jesting,
time. But now I wi
hould like to tell you about myself. I should like to know what
she answered, meeting and then avoi
Being h
no-Or
n't f
I'm not under
e," he began, "I was afr
id of
Maynard told me about you, and I thought you would despise me fo
dee
then he went on: "But I had some little hope you would tolerate me, after
's ever very comfortable to be told
emblance," said Libby, with a laugh of reminiscence. "He was hu
t I have eyes
o," and then turned grav
asked more gently th
n business for my father,-he's an importer and jobber
ow anything
. He thinks there's nothing like buying-except selling. He used to
I did like boats and horses. I thought of a profession, once. But it would n't work. I've been round the world twice, and I've done nothing but enjoy myself since I left college,-or try to. When I first saw you I was hesit
know about
ound that there were goods we could make and sell in the European market cheaper than the
N
; and he wants me t
shall
ink I'm fi
should
ply to this, and he laughed. "I assure you I felt small enough when I heard what you had done, and tho
"to begin my practice there among the operatives' children. I should have done it
evers there in the autumn, with all the low lands that I'
did Mrs. Maynard
the way you did, when you needn't, and
because I was n't obliged to it, an
ted?" h
not, has to make up his mind whether to tolerate me as so
make any,"
our misgiving,
d it, other people might. I
I had been a
wasn't p
the old quarter," she said. "You are talking about me agai
frie
were camp
N
ocelyn's? How did you break the fact to them? What jokes did they make? You
ered her incapable of regarding the pain with which he answered her
t could you
whether I would let any one ma
why
as impossible
impossible?"
e-I lov
raw her gaze. For the endless moment that ensued, her breath was taken
N
no!" she cried, at a demonstration of
iller in his hand he looked past her and gui
ight to-to-say that?" she asked, without the s
you were only th
autiful! And
saw from the first how go
aimed. "I am neither good
ver you are, you are the one woman in t
Lib
a man's profession, that no one would think of you as a woman, as if th
n't think that. I always expec
that somehow made you all the dearer to me. If you had bee
O
me I did mean to speak; because, whatever I was, I
ected you. But you can't say that I ever gave you any
I understand that. There's no reason why you shouldn't. And I can hold my
form of a reproach. "Was it fair, then, to say t
thout looking up, "and I never meant t
No, you are not to blame," she said, at last. "I asked to some with you. Shall I tell you why?" Her voice began to break. In her pity for him and her shame for herself
a sob. He said gently, "I don't suppose you expect me t
, with quivering lips, while she p
s meant to tell you-what I have told; but not
of it any more now," she continued, struggling for her lost composure, with what success appeared in the fr
but oh! how could you for your own sak
will sit here," he added, indicating the place beside him in th
tience while he shifted the sail from side to side, keeping the sheet in his hand for convenience in the frequent changes. He scann
making the sheet fast, and re
de is going out
going out,"
on these flats," she bega
to stay till t
anywhere within hail, she could be taken to Jocelyn's in
bottom of the boat, and, setting the rowlo
ubtless she would not have expressed if she had not
you whistle
that she was in earnest, and then, "Whistle!" he
g to come with you," she cried, "and you should hav
to have you come. If I thought anything, I thought you must have some pa
ared! I hoped it would storm. Then at least I should ha
stand what you
at day when you said it was going to be rough; and
't mind what Adams said; he was always croaking." She sat looking at him in a daze, but she could not speak, and he continued. "I see: it happened by one chance in a million to turn out as he said; and she ha
u, when you saw that I did n't believe there was g
you did n't like it I was glad of any excuse for putting it off. I could n't help wanting to p
way the confusion in which all this involved her. "But
Heaven knows I didn't dream of such a th
n't forgive it! You wished to deceive her if you did n't wish to deceive
he should think
eceit. What can
," he murmured, looking hopelessly i
e, all her suffering, was mere farce now; but his guilt in the matter was the greater. A fierce resentme
. "Miss Breen," he said huskily,
power," she answered crue
k, nor make any
eads above water, and approach near enough to examine her with their round soft eyes. She turned from the silly things in contempt that they should even have interested her. She felt that from time to time her companion lifted an
Now that the wind had risen again, "I have no right to forbid you to speak," she said, as if no silence
pathy had been her only cheer for many days. She fancied a bewilderment in its hopelessness which smote her with still sharper pathos. "Of course," she said, "I a
no other,
reflection. "Then it ough
o continue, and after a moment o
g to hear you, Mr. Libby, I am very wron
unless
hatever y
say why sentence shouldn't be passed upon me. Sentence is going to be passed any way. I should only repeat what I hav
ience' sake in her vocabulary. "All that was ended for me long ago,-ten years ago. And my whole life since then has been shaped
s I ought to say that Mrs.
ough she had no right to do
nd. I don't pretend that
as obliged to interfere in his behalf. "Mr. Libby, I have never co
whitewash myself; but it didn't occur to me how i
onsidered her, thoug
g bitterness for Mrs. Maynard. "But it doesn't matter whose fault it w
d to tell you that. It isn't creditable to me that I thought
could no
show him how impossible his hope was. "And you know," she said, recurring to something that had gone before, "that even if I had
ed. I know how much pe
ng. But what-what if I could n't give up my career-my hopes of being useful in t
o, that was my great trouble! I knew that it was selfish in me, and very conceited, to suppose you would give up you
I understand how unselfishly you meant, and indeed, indeed, I thank you. But don't let's talk of it any more. It couldn't have been, and there is nothing but misery in thinking of it. Come,"
shall get away, as soon as Maynard c
k they can't be friends after-such a thing as this. But why shouldn't we? I respect you, and
friend," he interru
entle perplexity, "then
o any good, I would stay, as you ask it. I should
-sympathy, your-You won't trouble me, indeed you won't. Perhaps you have mistake
erence,-the time. A
gether. Promise me that!" She instinctively put out her hand toward him i
ved in reproac
ied. "You see
hed in assent,
the boat pushed swiftly before the freshening breeze; and when they reached the pl
. He did not lift his eyes to hers, but from time to time he looked over his shoulder at the boat's prow, and he rowed from one point to ano
The shoal water stretched twenty feet beyond. He pulled in the oars an
erred in so many doubts, her suspicions of him had all recoiled so pitilessly upon her, that she had no longer the courage
e answered with coldnes
contempt, glancing at the water, into which he promptly st