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, I can't-I can't
s voice breaking
as all heat
ears, and molten gold eyes pressed him down into somewher
ssively around Ansel's waist, whil
tiger rumbled, fangs grazing just unde
rough Ansel's chest. "So sensitiv
d to soft pads, traced
sly into thick white fur. He meant to push aw
ing Ansel's chin up, forcing their eyes to meet. "Good
eavy and overwhelming, until ther
heat, and that deep possessive gr
ot stripe over his pulse, tail tightenin
binding. A deep, intimate anchoring that
, heart hammering,
en eyes. Just the familiar ache of loneliness a
is hands hard against his
Completely, bor
ever been into any weird play, never e
why a mal
tkin pinning him down and m
ress? Lon
ld by anyone, so his brain just in
y, his heart still racing for all the wrong reasons. After a
w. Birthday first. Cake first. P
s phone. The screen lit up: 12:00 midnight.
a mundane notification popped into view.
s was the only birth
a greasy paper bag. It was a cheap treat from the c
fe, casting dancing shadows across the cramped apartment. The room was a testament to a life on hold. A lumpy mattress lay
from the dark window pane: a thi
He picked it up. It was a text from Martha Foster, the elderly w
e. Don't forget to
l's lips, a rare warmth in the cold
ha. Thanks fo
ing the familiar ache of loneliness in its place. He turned back to
posed to m
ut, hands pressed together, faces solemn enough to negotiate with God. Ansel, however, never remembered a si
im, a slightly squashed cupcake, and a si
s eyes, and let one corner of his mouth curl up-half self-mockery,
w year, I could get r
and still com
to my mouth and clothe
sowing. Profit
, as if he were l
a one-step ascensi
e lean
hed, plunging the room i
ding. The windows rattled violently in their frames, a sound so l
slamming against his ribs fro
oom, pouring through the window. It wasn't like any lightning he had ever seen. It seeme
es, a purely instinctual ge
rn or a shock, but something deeper, as if every atom in h
s felt like they had turned to a
d back to the tiger's heat in the dream-no, not
rom the forgotten cupcake filled his
ousness were a balloon cut from its string, floating up to
d of shitty luck is this? On my twenty-first birthday? First that bizarre, embarrassing ti
o to work tomorrow. And... one way to f
ught di
dark scorch mark where Ansel Hayes had been moments before. The cupcak
ged on, as if nothing
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