x's
running longer th
ough. The rain had settled into a thin, steady drizzle, soft enough to blur the streetlights but persistent enough to seep into eve
ndow wa
ssed a light switching off, a shadow moving behind the curtai
y against the wheel. The leat
reached for t
d been dull all morning. I didn't lock the car immediately. I stood there for a seco
was a
took the first step
nt an
ke air that had been sitting too long without movement. My footsteps ec
er door, my hand hovered
There were marks I recognized-faint scratches near the handle, a dent just below eye
ifted and
down the hallway.
movement inside. A footstep or the soft fri
again, hard
ell
uld stop it, quieter than the knock
e press
oximity might pull something through. Still nothing. No movement, n
w tigh
st the dim hallway, her name sitting there like it had every other time
ssed t
eyes fixed on the door like it might open mid-call, like she might stan
d and half s
ne kept
hroat dry despite the r
r my breath, the words slip
nued, then stop
followed felt he
een for a second longer before it dimmed. My re
a, I know you're-" The
wasn't here. Or she was, a
hair, pushing the damp strands away from my face. My ches
door one last tim
as the space had shifted without me noticing. By the time I reached the street, t
car without hesi
d, sealing me back into someth
rt the engine
nd, her name still at
ared
and leaned back, closing my eyes for a seco
ted the
t offering anything solid to hold onto. My hands moved on instinct, turning, braking, and accelerating
y, the rain had slowed again, settling
se light
r harder than necessary. The sound echoed briefly bef
hit immediately, b
s in the l
apping lightly against the floor in a rhythm that wasn't quite steady. He
ted the momen
e were
he space, controlled in a way th
e by the door, the metal hitting
teppe
h, something close to a la
epeated, slower this time
ing off my jacket, the fa
yn, pl
opping to her sides. "Please don't ask the obvious quest
respond im
d feel her watching me, waiting fo
this right now," I sai
ted, something tight
eresting because I seem to remember today being
ting my jacket down on
now, E
e control she'd been holding onto. "Because it's never now with you. It's always lat
st her towar
Al
t I didn't tur
ice steadier, quieter, but carrying more wei
hen, meetin
that look like t
arly in the morning without saying where you're going. It looks l
lightly. "You're re
loser. "Because from where I'm stan
not,"
xplain i
mouth, then c
id would lead somewher
tion. "You went to her," sh
dn't
s if confirming so
you se
word came
ched mine. "Sh
aze for a sec
again, quiet
reath, her shoulder
ve stayed if she
ed away
elieving sound that carried mor
know," she
ack toward
Al
hand resting lightly
d. "You don't get to walk upstairs an
er at her. "I'm not pret
at are yo
wer that would make s
handle things,
s pressed tog
she repeated.
e line between the two felt t
ent, then shook her head slight
out which one it i
k and started
me. I could feel it,
should have, the house quieter
top, I paused, my hand st
down. Saying something that might close
hall and into the bedroom, shutting the do
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