The Adventures of Harry Richmond, v5
ay swung me on my heel, and I saw her standing with a silver lamp raised in her right hand to the level of her head, as if she expected to meet obscurity. A thin
the door, saying, 'You have come';
n the length of the room; 'Y
N
ere sp
f, then,
nd repeated th
was the hour for Anna and Urs
loved, a small m
co-sentinel challe
ght,'
ot definite in your dire
to name
hy
see, I am inventing a reason; I really cannot tell why, if it was not that I hoped to have just those few
a
u come
elongs to every
your judgement
'it is your right to bid m
. She caught her breath; and
that this was the only moment I had, and would be the last interview: my
one end of the c
ven, then,' cried I
ead. 'That is n
that a word or two drawn from the neighbourhood of the heart would fetch a warmer current to unlock the ice between us, but feeling the coldness I complained of to be probably a suspicion, I f
dy frankly to release her with one squeeze of hands and take all
ngs cannot be undone
not cold, though her gloved hand resting its finger-ends on the table, her restrained at
was the first with it; my 'Ottilia !' brought soon after 'Ha
told me you wish me
hav
ll be f
e divided; we have that knowle
g. One would like possibly, after expulsion out of Eden, to climb the gates to see how th
h of your character I divined early. It was part of my reason for wishing you to work. You will find th
etained you al
fender. Since I hav
not your ac
iberate on them. I have the habit of thinking that my deliberations ar
ve come but for my acknowledgeme
ouring me with your attachment,
d
t ne
is grievously in
known it a
e been learning the world's wisdom recently. Would you have had me neglect it? Surely much i
s, if you ar
think t
r high nature burst
gonism with them. Yes, and I have been learning some worldly wisdom; I wish for your sake it had not been so late. What made me overleap the proper
tilia checked me. 'I, too, know him better, and still, if he is dragged do
colour was transfu
minutes. I have a mind
me
t gl
e and gave me, not th
this I ca
llegiance when he forgets his on my behalf, my friend! You are young. None but an inexperienced girl hoodwinked by her tricks of intuition, would have dreamed you superior to the passions of other men. I was blind; I am regretful-take my word as you do my hand- for no one's sake but my father's. You and I are bound fast; only, help me that the blow may be lighter for him; if I descend from the place I was born to, let me tell him it is to occupy one I am fitted for, or should not at least feel my Family's deep blush in filli
in speech threw a glow over her face, like
my lips to
of the fatal yellow vol
into my eye
speaking bef
, that I accused and reproved the
I wish we
she said, divini
y n
st
hat do
fox, would be the truer comparison, but the bird was noble, not one that cowered. Her beauty and courage lift
. Consider-if you had just plighted
ours; my word to
, from everything-nothing can touch, nothing move her, she is mine! I mean, an attested word, a form, that is-a betrothal. For me to say-my beloved and my betrothed! You hear that? Beloved! is a lonely word:- betrothed! carries us joined up to death. Would you?-I do but ask to kn
ring-'wait'-for a cry of joy escaped me-'I will look
she swam
er of supreme love swept out circumstance. Such embraces cast the soul beyond happiness, into no known region of sadness, but we drew apart sadly, even as that involved pair of bleeding recollections looked on the life lost to them. I knew well w
a witness, thoug
d come. Her voi
all pledges. To be clear in my own sight as well as in hers, I made mention of the half-formed conspiracy to obtain her plighted troth in a binding ma
esitated and asked if my father wa
g me. He is your father, dearest: fetch him to me. My father will hear of this from my lips-why not he? Ah! did I suspect you ever so little? I will atone for it; not atone, I will make it my pleasure; it is my pride that has hurt you both. O my lover! my lover! Dear head, dear eyes! Delicate and noble that you are! my own stronge
cried out, 'No, no
sketry before we perceived the enemy. 'Princess Ottilia! you rememb
her hand on the bell-rope. In a minute we had an alarm sounding, my father was among us, there was a ma