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bed whatever was in front of me and smashed it. The kitchen was already mess, the hallway didn't look

se I could find left and broke it t

rom the sliding doors that was on my left. She was still

nd look at everyone frightening faces. Jesus Santos, you really need to stop smashing everything y

h caused her to startled and acci

he yelped

arefoot." I scold loudly. Walking ov

comment and walked over to my office. "Someon

h." Again, I ign

I'm fine." I stared at her while blowing air out of my nose in f

an smile you know, it wouldn't kill y

why weren't you wearing any shoes

, the kit."

at me for, placing it on the

ize enough for what you people go through, for havin

'll die at a young age from a stroke caused by idiotic action

l face." I begged m

night. At first she didn't know what to do, but after a few test runs, her kisses made me lose my senses. I

u

d kit and open it up. I examined her feet, a glass was stuck in there but luckily it wasn't deep. "Do you fee

t outburst fo

bandage on it. "Where did you go?" I ask

e shirt down but I raised the shirt back up. "I wanted fresh

eft", I uttered,

the wound

did that, why

e last night?" Sh

but was afraid I'

onger doll face." I felt Goosebumps on h

as losin

I leave?" She asked and m

you c

looked down at my fingertips as they seem more interesting than looking at her. Taking a cigarette out of my shirt pocket, I lit it

xen wants to

ry smoking?" I lifted my

ween her fingertips. "Why do people smoke?" S

gged my shoulder. She placed the cigarette

ff the desk and proceeded to walk out without a glance back. I stared at her as she left, then star

is a bad idea Santos

about her. It was two in the afternoon and a knock was on my door. Vinny walked

business to take care of and expecting Marco

stared at each other for the longest time, then she left wit

u letting

ghts away and c

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th late

ly.

that I was different after I came back. That I was more quieter, they both tried to get me to open up about what was bothering me, but my mind was lost. Vinny would c

he same, I just wanted to hear their voices again. But I knew that wasn't happening any time soon, the same faces came through the door d

ure. I thought exploring the world would be fun, but it turned out cruel and hard. Working and paying bill, where was I going

decided to grab me a cup of coffee from down the street. I placed my light cream brown sweater on and heade

n a bun. I left the shop and headed down the street, cars upon cars were everywhere as people walked to wherever their desti

id with a smile. I approached and place my order. "Will that be all", she ask politely. I nodded then moved to the side, I sat on a chair and observed everyone. A couple caught my attention, it looked like they were having a heated conversation. The man took her hand as the woman covered her eyes with her other hand. He pulled his hand away and sat back staring at h

lking past the couple that I knew I would never see again. I exited the coffee sh

ed him looked at me. The door open

e, I didn't cheat, I was about to but I didn't. It's been killing me inside. I wanted you to know, please

people. Then I noticed you were staring at those couple that left, you look pretty when you're observing people." He said taking the cardboard coffee holder from my hand. I didn't say anyt

ght. I was happy and sad at the same time, lost

e. I grabbed mines and held it in my hands, I stared at

ut she told him. She wanted to be honest with him, but he couldn't accept what s

it's like to be in a relationship, but why would she even thi

ad in it and not the good. If she didn't feel for him anymore, she would have never let him cross her mind at that moment, but she did. Then she realized what crime she was about to comm

u if he forgives her or

you did? My life is a chaos of fear, because you caused that fear. For my stupid self to think about you, when I don't want to. You ruined

ace. God, I hated myself for wanting him to h

his shadow forever. "You're all I think about doll face, but if I'm causing you this much pain then I won't come near you ever again. No one will hurt you, so be free and

to hold myself back from coming to see you, well, I did come but I never came in the shop. I would just stare at you as you worked sadly, when all I wanted was to come and hold you. This feeling is different, I felt for someone before you but it wasn't like this. It wasn't making me lose my mind, your own my mind all the time. I know I hurt you and I'm sorry, the gir

looked up to see him walking back to the car he sat on. He took one last glan

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onth la

d doll face." Vinny as

ever did. "Ever since she came back from her parents, she's been like this. Alwa

dly said. The last phone call to Pa and Ma, I broke down.

ed to choose my own path. Why are you doing this to me, I'm your daughter.

d deeply as I remembered

hugged m

's, just miss

heart. They were having bread bowl soup together, the old man feed his wife and I couldn't help but smile widely. I sat a few tables away from them, at this moment, the pic

him. Why was he here? What was I saying,

d angrily. I was mad at him

chest, I wanted to look at him but at the same time didn't. I just continued to

led my arm away from his touch, why Am I playing cat an

. You want him, maybe because his to

one person for the rest of my life, without having to go through a lot to find him. I want him to love

took in the s

His left eye was swollen, he had a cut on his lower lip and

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nny yelled but I

t. Santos La'stat everyone, my God that was one hell of a fight." The guy on the mic yelled. I stared at the man underneath me, his face wa

co held his hand out for me. I grabbed it, getting up on my feet. "What the hell man, how many men wi

ldn't stop think about her. I wanted her, but did she want me? Did I even

shouted loudly. Both men stood sti

sh it was that easy, I don't think she wants to see me. Sh

o keep out of it." I said as I grabbed my bag f

should give it a try, talk to her, I think she feels the same way you

me, she fears me, so enough with the b

ou know where to find her."

onight." Marco said. Vinny left and I sat down in front of Marco,

hey finally found her after thirteen year's. I was happy for them, especially uncle Pablo. He was killing himself with the blame, he aged quickly due to th

me and come with mama and Mario. I want to see how uncle Pablo

too. Our problem is Salvador, he has a thing for Alicia but you know how he is, one word from his father and his lik

m to death if he harm's a single hair on her." Marc

l who ignited a fir

cared of me, I even shot he

beautiful f

" He said stunn

like Stella and Emma were." My

t about her. "Emily, she has this southern accent which is so sweet when it comes out of her mouth. She like a tiny real size doll, she's to innocent, which I don't know why I love so much. She told

nnocent, so I'm thinking she want something real." Marco said as he stood up. "Don't play with her heart, which I know you won't. If you wanted to, then you would have already did so. I can tell she's

nny. She walked over and stared at a couple in the far corner. Placing one hand under her chin and other on the table, I managed to exit the car and wall up closer to th

t want to

asked. She froze still, what was she thinking? "I

ace." I said afraid of her not wanting me to even be near. I placed

to go through a lot to find him. I want him to love me like that old man loves that old woman in front of him." She said looking at me, causing my heart t

ontrol, And Oh, oh, oh I wanna feel

so much emotion all at once. "I can't get you out of my mind doll face, I don't know what to do any

ingertips still wander on my face, a ghostly smil

een us. "Can we try?" I was bad with words and expressing what I felt. "I meant, this is hard for me, give me a sec. Ok! Let it out Santos", I spoke to myself lo

you want. Because I want you to want me to be, you know, that guy. See, I told you I don't know how to express what I felt. Shit, let me start over. Where was I? Yea, um..let m

ulling out a cigarette. F*ck my hands were shaking, I was

rom my mouth on the floor. A smile took over, now

, I pulled her body close to mines and kissed her with all the need I had for her. Her lips so moist and soft, her body molded into mine as I held on to her for dear life. Her hands went through to the back of my neck,

et out!" M

cock b

tonight doll face." I said opening