Let Down

is the picture in our head

Y

i Ze

ed as he kept biting a

ting like it

nly friends." I sm

is my best friend." He touched my

ver, I'm le

o just leave af

nd we don't talk until one of us need sex again.

him that's just what this is, sex. I didn't want a relationship and I still don't, relations

ike you're tryi

ike you caught

be I

utual, take a few days to yourself so this crus

with drug dealers and shit but won't give

alers do I be

your little boyf

that? When he was ready to tell me that, he would of. Nothing you can s

could come over

ome weeks, don't even

anding to his feet grabbing my

ike a little girl and get disrespectful and I always take it b

n it." He put his hands on my wa

leaving. I have to

walk yo

rig

cepted. I mainly accepted because it's this old per

f Lee house, Izzy gave me a hug as I smiled watching him walk away

oing here?"

about to leave, I c

rfect time, Sef about to com

d. "I don't wan

l game, Zeph play

g to automatically make me go." I ro

ever, I be

wer or no? I just l

time but we go

take my time but we had somewhere to be and we weren't on my time. I was

me but hurry up bitch!" Sh

along with undergarments that I kept here. I put on the grey tank top with the regular ripped

e back door seeing a baby next to me. I instantly grabbed her hand and started smiling in face. She smiled back then

on't like peop

ike me this quick." Lee

ove me, s

"That's my little sister, t

a ri

ng me her teeth with tw

ou, omg." I squeale

give me back." She sp

king me look up to see

w you started driv

pied making my eyes wide

ord. Don't say that

hell?" She

k you up." Sef laughe

had other plans so I had to pick her up to stop her from getting hit in this parking lot

yelled loudly making

Zeph." Sef answer

ting a slushie but not wanting to

e not allergi

ed away standi

e prettiest of them all, I was just staring at her basically eye fucking her. I saw them walk towards Lee and Se

aking my attention go to Zeph

er?" He asked takin

ordering a large blue raspber

with Sef

ng as usual." I lau

't reply to

as b

me s

know where yo

g me off guard. "On you." Smirking he gra

poke blushing with

ed at me making b

called my name

s b

making me take her from Z

ing my baby at

smiled as he

w." He straight faced me as I frown

rls came over to stand in front of us. His attention was still on me while I glan

e one I was staring a

ou ain't say y

e to do so why not come support my big brothe

you wouldn't of?" He asked making

start

me?" Redd asked as he tur

ould I

She batted her eye

saw her friend taking a pic

ied to take Nova out my hands but she didn't wanna go. I laughed at Nova fa

rudely asked making

va asked taking the

bia." I s

brother? What she

." Zeph stated before I can say an

." I looked at her givin

logize for making her think she had a chance whe

Nova repeated as

top sayi

ughed and walked away goin

e that?" Sef asked

his plastic ass bi

g to you?" Lee ask

be funny even Zeph s

ou and Zeph

five minutes ago and then wanna act funny once th

Sef asked making me

u talkin

ey? It's f

tupidly turning around thinki

n't I see that?" Lee spoke. "I would o

om him and that's why he ac

and I stated that from the beg

g to act like he don't care and fall back. If you not ready to just talk to him and him only, you might as well

hard and started playing with Nova. She kept me entertained throughout the whole game and before

use. I'm just going to catch the bus hom

ust give me like five minutes." Sef spoke maki

ant." Lee spoke catching me off g

ng to be the best m

at's always saying no and I'll be the fun one that's al

like Zeph

beat her ass but because Sef is my b

o put up with i

tting Z

and he still love her. Why bother trying

two and I haven't cheated or looked at another nigga

t don't want to, nothi

y blood but you might as well be. You just scared to get heartbroken but

He never put hickies on me but now Zeph's in the picture he'

yo

hing to do when it's nothing to do.

t to be a boy, you rea

d I really

id making me laugh as some p

I laughed.

k. He smirked at me and I already knew what he was thinking. Lee stood up and

y said making me

es

r beautiful a

e but thank yo

w you earlier but I had to play

attention to this ga

" He showed me hi

game then."

s your

nob

ng you." He held his h

eeting

ting empty, yo

laugh and pull it out. Before I could ask for his number Sef and Zeph stood in

dabbing him up meanwhile Zep

i you ready?

u?" Lama

" I spoke cutting him off b

ough something." Sef spoke makin

n." Lamar walked away

leave?"

s going that

handed Nova to Sef and picke

ou." Zeph said w

I'm go

n't a q

walking until he rou

emme talk

I sai

nob

phy

let me go. "

placed it in his car then strapped Nova up. I hugged Lee and stuck my middle

rst then I guess we cou

glare at him, he looked up at me and put his phone down putting his hands up in surrender. He turned the radio on plugging hi

n and out like last week. Tell me where you been? You came out of h

stuck. Not even hearing him call my name I continued looking in fascina

my door already having Nova a

spoke as she sleep

ttle sister fall

ck." I smiled as she wra

nce? Wow." He playfully scof

lked down the hall seeing a whole bunch of people, I involuntarily sig

ing attention go to us as I

e car seat down and

olding my o

I'm N

ble, I'm Zeph mom A

m f

" A man asked towering over both

me a chance." He spoke

many times your mother do that to me?" A man

ecognized as Sef aunt spo

ight?" I asked

r boy ass came in the back like auntie I think I'm ready to start dating again. I lik

baby." His mother la

he shit you saying, give her the worl

?" The first uncle aske

ch gon go after you knowing you got money cause

we all ugly then." He said as I c

aunt Joelle, uncles Jamie and Ivo, you know my mom and Yvonne an

nephew a chance?" Joell

U

eat like that." A girl spok

eathe." Zeph father sp

u wanna be my girlfriend?" She sp

mea

Zeph spoke making us laugh. "Nobi, this

" I s

" His mom said making my heart star

just dropping

elle said laughing as they walked into the kitchen. I sighe

old are you?"

ing them all sto

w he's 2

urn 18 Feb

hday too. That's cute

im?" His aunt

lationships. That's so much stress a

aunt Joelle spok

ance. My son isn't average and his mindset way mature t

ce you to give him a chance or a

he affect he has in people life and for some reason he

ersation with you I could see why my son is in like." His mom spok

you." I

with my siblings but I'm reconsidering. You ev

His mom hit her with a dis

to one of our cookouts so you could meet

lled my name wal

om asked as all their

ven like me." Joelle rolled

ying shit like tha

e and take a shower." Zeph e

Take this plate, you looking a little to

is eyes kissing her cheek al

oo. I heard you like

fave." I smiled excit

and it kept breaking my heart to see her cry for me. After her dad started playing

y." I spoke lookin

ow all of them were there or I wou

s co

m starting at me. When I glanced at him he w

." I rolle

I'm

t me, if you wanna

nigga but I'm not fucking with nobody else and I want you to do the same shit. I'm trying to act like I'm okay with the shi

e you so he wanted to be petty I guess. You're right it's disrespectful and if

answer my

t ready. It's not even about you hurting me anymore, it's about me hurting you. A girl a

other niggas. It'll just be us two but you

Zeph was a wonderful person with a amazing ass heart and he was most definitely the finest

is face. "I will give this a try, I won't fuck with Iz

it my way." He smir

u gotta cut off your Nicki Minaj."

petty. Out of every girl, you will never have to worry about

'll get Lee t

d." He

honest with me but if you don't want to an

he

ealer?" I asked a

ou ask

at's a

an answe

told me that instead of making up some

elt him looking at me a few times but he didn't say anything, instead of taking me home

t o

lding, it was a lobby with a girl sitting at the front desk. She looked up from t

hought today was your day o

someone around, this is Zeno

as she returne

any me

re all in y

here now, than

ing my j

ick the fifth floor, the elevator was mirror like so I saw every floor and I was truly amazed. Once we reached the floor he spoke to a fe

d my house, my parents house, Yvonne restaurant and I also flipped this build

m not knocking your hustle but it was just a question that you could of just said yes or no to but you did the

't own up to my name now. I'm not Mitch the drug dealer no more, I'm Zephyr the man

rig

k me that? Who to

nied him he tried to get me to leave you alone and he tho

hope you know you cutting him off forever

rig

ds around his waist while he hugged my head. We stood there like that for at

ou tired." I spoke making

ion." He lifted his arm up putting his must

alled must

ss we bout to

e caught me and started rubbing his swe

hard work an

ication." I repeated qu

aughed pulling out his key

g getting tired myself. We walked to the car and I don't even remember pulling off but when he sh

r face l

on't wanna

I'll come get you and

re childish and yo

laughing. "My little siste

's hers

gimme kiss so

d the back of my neck not liking me teasing him and put his tongue in my mo

y girl." He kissed

ase, last time you didn't and I was up

omise. Don't f

st did. Tha

or letting my mom know I was here. I put my plate of food on my dresser and laid down

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pter so frea

any mis