Let Down

hing, it just teaches u

anci

i Ze

always my problem. I always thought myself into a bad mood, maybe I was

. I can never give myself the benefit of the doubt, I'm my own worse critic and now I unde

Lee asked making me sn

ked looking at her frien

n the street? We tired of sitt

ste a outfit just for y'all to see."

fine as hell."

ed not really caring, I nee

r Jordan 1's. I walked ahead of them since they started fixing thei

m as she came through the d

, where y'all

the street, you

ired shit." She shrugged m

diddy bops." I stat

ollowers who couldn't think for their self, which was true. They also had an opini

e mumbled making me laugh as th

et here?" Lee spoke

st

in unison while she put o

n this house at 12 someth

iving her a hug aga

if they were walking. The court was literally down the street, so it took only thre

aking so I didn't e

thrown, Lee and them ran over to see who was fighting along with the crowd.

hem continue yelling and fighting. Zaire broke up the fight between both of his baby mothers then yelling at them in their face,

aid more attention rolling my eyes at Zephyr, he clapped his hands yelling for the ball as Sef passed it to him. H

the side of my mouth making sure there wasn't any drool. His body was the definition of perfect,

tated making me look over since I didn't

rint." Malone added on makin

chill." Lee spoke putting her

't handle all of th

woman, not no little ass girl that'

u airhead?" I laughed ge

nd I walked to them making their attention go towards me. The tallest

play?"

hey stand to the side being the cheerleader

ye

cheer me on not be on my

one on one with any of y'all I'll win." I

not playing with you any

girl going to beat you

shoulder to cry on once you lose." Th

g, y'all three versus us three since y'all talking the most shit-

ur call." Th

it to the boy on my team as he passed it bac

by a girl!" My team membe

He glared at me crossin

ttle ass boys don't even know

but we won by five points. I laughed at their faces, I should o

voice behind me said making the

" I smiled tuning arou

Mitch?" These little groupie ass boys

iving them all daps. "One o

wanted to pl

s then? Sad manipulating these young ass

they could get they ass whooped li

r saw you r

n't come outside.

with me." He smirked as I

The tall boy said before I c

for

she all

ing to since last week, shorty ai

ta talk to her with confidence. Watch t

." I la

compatible." He stated makin

gotta try it." Zeph laughed h

the tall boy hair and kissed his c

hought we were getting somewhere this time." He

to you?" I

laying this cat

, I'm just not f

o the smile on your face." I tou

m goofy. I laugh a

why aren't yo

t you fucked somebody w

dged, I didn'

tell her she looks nice?" I raised a

as he turned his attention

of known you was close

ody checki

ee y'all females stay lying like

t." Lee frowned making Zeph

that shit to him, he sw

a

m thinking." Lee leaned o

I could act like I don't give a fuck abou

really don't give

said behind us making both L

e turned around r

No?" He gave me a hug mak

you s

I'm like this

my name." She

mn it been like se

?" I asked

ve me a chance if y'all acting like this? This is basical

ere." He yoked her up as th

lly coul

im. Oh hey Mitch, I seen you out the

end?" I

stated mak

ck at me. "You got a boyfriend? Th

end, you wouldn't

ass kicked in dice

I stated as he loo

ay." He yelled bac

leads to

real, Lee and ya frie

I know you see the way bo

ll in our faces and laughed. "Good thin

just le

going home with Sef a

r to the picnic table Sef and Lee were arguing at. Th

hat's cool?" Zeph said

r." I smacked his chest. "You cool wi

ith me anyway." Sef spoke up as she

I tucked my lips in to keep from laugh

ce she pulled me t

f you go, get t

ot fucking hi

t as well cut the holy act

wanted to fu

ey and he older and I know you see

gged out maki

't want a relationship out of hi

bad of an infl

oe friend." She smiled

finitely th

see each other again." She laughe

each other again, we live in the same damn hous

talks when he don't even have to." She

ed of y'all argu

t him back." Lee told

but I walked ahead going to the parking lot. He laughe

, he laughed at my face about to say something but music loudly started playi

Keyshia? Who

cally said taking th

ll Lee this." I laughed some more

tated since he kept trying to explain

, explain

very Sunday I take he

I should have cheated." I sung laughing, he tried to

y yo." He laughed

you laughing like t

e said trying to mock me as I st

sound l

you hungry? What

m g

t." He glanced at me t

you

ou try to eat mine. I'm telling you now, I will not share with y

rrito taco, two of them." I

red our food getting us a lem

t ya

who

like my best fri

h benefits or st

can say wit

ve to stop

s, I don't believe in lo

n't you believe in love? Y

about being in love, nothing last fo

living." He looked at me blankly. "Who said something ab

rent cars if y'all going to th

took my mom an

with a s?

ave

and four of y

other t

ass family, wh

rich, Yusef, Me, my sisters Amour, Ma

ly beautiful as hell, ya mom

rrected maki

are all o

21, I'm 20, Amour and Mazori are twins too

mmon in y

the restaurant are sextuplets."

babies at the same damn

mom Amori, Yvonne, Joelle, las

so sh

my youngest uncle Jamie almost died because he was getting squashed during the whole ten months.

even noticing we were sitting in his d

garage doors. It looked liked a house a celebrity wil

amaze me some more, something like thi

front door. "What you mean? Litt

s family is what you consider littl

he living room to see Lee, Sef and some boy. I looked around the

et here? We left after y'all and

said I had to co

id b

was just telling you about? That's his

aid looki

ected his attention on Zeph. "Bitc

ing and making me ma

itch, he always in his duffle." Sef

ll." He closed his r

a mirror on the ceiling, a 65 inch t.v hung on the wall, a grey futon in the corner along with a walk

? And are they hiring?"

h t.v, go talk to Sef and them, play Pandora o

ing on these, I have on outside clothes

e shorts or s

sheets? You know I get my sheets

" He l

on the couch. Can't afford to

ne on the charger. "If you gon go through my shit

a mind reader

left the bathroom slightly open. I reached over to the iPa

e dropped his towel then smirked knowing I was watching his every move,

ghed but he just ignored

turned the volume up as New Editi

as on point though. I got up doing it with him but he grabb

t in my eyes." He sung spinning me around. "So don't deny,

Why does he stay on my mind?" I sung with a b

. "Our food probabl

ll about th

d as they stopped talking. I looked at them weir

as talking about anyway." I grabbed my

me her phone as a unk

confused on who coul

if you gon stunt tell me so I won't be sitting here li

the trash and walked away from the table going to Zep

u so bus

u? That's not what we

ume you at som

Izzy." I stated watching Zeph walk

ked childishly knowing he j

bod

a ass to bed." He smirked making m

el

a new nigga? I hope your dirty ass using p

t the phone then decided to call back. He didn't answer so I l

e he

ng on ya bed with my outsi

get something then, I

ize, I ran my fingers through all the clothes on the hanger. I also seen a few girl clothes

I asked making

as hell on you cau

n the closet getting

pants while low-key pulling out

ement of surprise once

" He laughed as I c

ft, I would nev

ing to but it's

t yo

ip ho

e hell i

, fix it up a little th

's le

ea

hing like this. How long you been doing thi

l, my uncle Ivo introduced me to it an

u any

e." He look

e? Wow." I looked ar

u could see it, this house big ass h

thing has to be wrong with

nd you'll find out eventually, well that's

y girl you can have,

orth it." H

even know

your mean ass ever

e over the littlest stuff, I don't take anything serious enough, I'll make big deals out of

was going to make me give

n this fail I could say I told you s

st think it's

right now and I promise I'll walk past you next time I see you

you speaking f

h, I

othing you just told me made me change my mind

hes in the clos

lothes between my si

with in the bathroom?"

ll you I didn't fuck that

oor then opened it once Zeph said come in. Sef

He smirked as Zep

t br

get a c

the fuck you use my condoms more than me?" Zep

I hope you finally got the chance to use them. You a

atch from

like kids."

said in unison then

and lock my do

Lee said you don

's right there." I pointe

d the phone then loc

he girl you fucked in the b

not even funny no more, I did

t, you basically eye fucking her. Thirty minutes later you go to the bathroom and two minutes later she go tow

st said and we in a relationship already,

you did I just want you to be honest about it

three years on and off, we permanen

hy

erself. She got her boobs, nose, and ass done along with some lypo and other shit. I didn't u

an make you fix w

t to boost her ego, not only telling her she wa

ery was a no

nasty ass personality. Personality is always the first thing I notice,

uld d

changed, she wasn't the girl I fell in love with so I finally broke up with her. It ended badly and we hav

ants you

ye fucking her, I was wondering why the fuck she was

gave me a look. "I'm sorr

urgery. Von is literally like another mom to me, I'm closer with her than I am with my mom so sh

asked wi

on Von and before Von could react my mom was already dragging h

ha

still didn't break up with her

ow

bathroom to wash my hands but she cam

That's nasty as hell, sh

you there so I didn't. I listened to her plead her case about why we should g

nybody. Even though your being honest, I'm still questio

y build our trust. I been fucked over so many times that it's

mpossible to s

yes, you're feeling me ju

rked ignoring him. "So

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