Ricko's unexpected life turn

t, drink, get stone, get high, smoke, take pills...

lost touch with his genius knowledge passion major in chemistry and physics. He would from time to time contemplate his old books and was proud but never considerate looking for a more suitable position, after all, why did he got a degree if it was to end up in the labor industryjQuery21409049390193635398_1524712316200?? I think rickos had lost faith in the world and himself and he was scared, scared of being rejected again just like all of his relationship failure with womans, this only time he came close to one, the woman turn his back on him and never spoke to him again, she was cold and insensitive. It had left many bruises and scars in his heart that had not yet healed and buzz and psychotic d

th, they came into his dreams, his thoughts and his worst nightmare. All he wanted to do his

elf by keeping himself occupy and try to give back to the p

er the cost of a fancy meal and pay for the tips, she know Rocko obey her like a dog and she could ask him almost anything, what made Ricko feel important is that those time, were this only time he felt needed, included in her circle, if she didn't need his financial support she would criticise his choice, demeanors his possessions and laughed at h

hing that she didn't want him to interfere in her project for him and her choices, she didn't allow him to have any say and she could be threatening, and built fear, drama around the rest of the family string, this how she mani

ter payment despise his drug addiction, and his had many late payment because of it, he spent thousands and thousands in fixing the place who was falling apart and the next door neighbor, a pakistani woman came by on the second year he moved in after her ex was convicted to prison for murder. She came at first for solicitation services and to deliver drugs and started to take his soul, mind by mental, emotional abuse, manipula

no ways to control all of them and if he wanted some peace and safety he would have to pay them off and so he did!!!! Year after year, day after day, but nothing never stop, nothing never got better, everything escalated and she demanded more money, and she develop such incredible

rest of the world that he stop fighting all together, he felt had Berta his closest sister didn't care for him and abandon him has well, so he figure that life isn't worth living but since he had things who needed to be paid if he wanted to still have a home he will continue to do the same thing over and over..... For a decade his life was nothing but stress and stress release via unsanity drugs, when he woke in the morning he didn't feel like getting in the shower and get dress and enjoy the weekend maybe somewhere plaisant, a trip perhaps? A movie? A n

enough love, affection all together? Was it because Berta was more popular, was wanted by mans and had abandon him? Was it because his home was falling apart and he was a ATM to his neighbor but try so hard to make it appear different by making friendship with them, hanging out with them he could then say that he wasn't a target, a pear, a toy being manipulated in so many ways!!! But the truth is that all of theses factors had contributed in his suffering and life path but all he ever wanted and did was pursuing his faith and commit to his house payment, try to make it a pleasant place to leave,

to breath, to sleep, to work and he couldn't allow it.WHo Could? No One wants to suffer this way, but everyone one needs a hand but can you help someone