Defeated By Love

re, and it couldn't

o get a life. I'm young, and I fe

to work, come

len down the rabbits' hole

reluctant to agree to

what do I have to

I refuse to let an Ital

if I'll ever be ready to let a

r

do this t

ot worthy or undeserving

I stand up

and I'M BLO

h all my flaws, how can I depend on s

a crazy cat lady with a house full

ere thought of th

urself together and get

to the window and l

one r

answer on th

ra mia. You're slowly killing me here." Luca gr

lly. "Are you asking me or telling

lay back, looking u

ner with me tonight?" His voice becomes

wn with you alone just y

D I'M BLOODY AWESOME.' My

f with you in my dreams, Bellissimo. But, I promise you that nothing will happen tha

e reckons.

an can't be tamed, no matter h

little fun of my own

ith your head stuck between my thighs as I run my fingers through your hair." I let a soft moan depart my lips. "Pulling your fa

rs his throat, soundi

That. Into. You. It's

up. And... Vanessa, don't keep me wai

h

le, my

come I was

mean to-" I st

ore starting something you hadn't int

some fun. You said

." He d

ing a victim

there a

SAI

, beep,

hun

on me. I sit up and

but I'm not availabl

NG

e waiting, Vanessa

bed and start t

em to be fighting with

en I'm fighti

wn might help to distract myself from constantly

ant

u

se who refuses to take the p

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home, the do

k from work already.

kitchen, and I can hear so

elongs to Chrissy a

liar it becomes. I reach the kitchen, and my e

ools, chatting away to Chrissy lik

ca," I stutter, c

I ask, gob smac

n stool, he approaches me as his lips slowl

..." He looks at his watch that c

n. "Was opening the door. She was lovely enough to let me in while we waited for my very impulsive

that I continuously turned down. Oh, the horror, Luca..." I touch my head with the ba

know how many times I need to tell you I'm j

dragging her ass off the s

s together, then she spins us around

ack. I just need to talk some sense i

nner with him," I say through gritted te

obviously into you. He's very charming, and may I add. He look

et me know how it goes." I say as I c

he titters. "Stop being

p my voice down. "I am not uptight! I jus

eelings." She says as her eyes

t changing! If he wants dinner with me, he's going to have to enjoy m

o be honest, anything you wear does crazy things to my libi

find Luca leaning against the door jamb with both

navy-blue suit. The jacket definit

have

gh l

dropping on our

oor jamb and starts

I wasn't hiding and the doors wi

er now that you've com

of-a-bitch, aren't

just remember... It was you who got yourself i

're talking about." I

how you had pictured my

top." I cu

what?" Chrissy loo

finger into his chest whe

nd I'll make your life a living hell. Do you

He winks at me with a cha

you ever not think with y

're involv

f the thinking." He licks

it." My palm itches to

ere is so much sexual tension here. It's getting me all hot

" I growl, my eyes

y with you, Nessa. He's visually eating

w the built-up

out alive. I c

ttle firecracker, Vanessa.

me. I stumble forward, losing m

humb grazes my cheek, and I close my eyes, givi

a mia?" He whis

raighten and st

Too hot, and to

you." H

bag and take a few deep breaths before I

ter!" Chrissy yells

suffocating you in your s